more competent running of his hotel.
âEfficiency,â said Lady Westholme, âis my watchword.â
It certainly seemed to be! In a quarter of an hour a large and extremely comfortable car arrived and in due courseâafter advice from Lady Westholme as to how the luggage should be stowedâthe party set off.
Their first halt was the Dead Sea. They had lunch at Jericho. Afterwards when Lady Westholme, armed with a Baedeker, had gone off with Miss Pierce, the doctor and the fat dragoman, to do a tour of old Jericho, Sarah remained in the garden of the hotel.
Her head ached slightly and she wanted to be alone. A deep depression weighed her downâa depression for which she found it hard to account. She felt suddenly listless and uninterested, disinclined for sightseeing, bored by her companions. She wished at this moment that she had never committed herself to this Petra tour. It was going to be very expensive and she felt quite sure she wasnât going to enjoy it! Lady Westholmeâs booming voice, Miss Pierceâs endless twitterings, and the anti-Zionist lamentation of the dragoman, were already fraying her nerves to a frazzle. She disliked almost as much Dr Gerardâs amused air of knowing exactly how she was feeling.
She wondered where the Boyntons were nowâperhaps they had gone on to Syriaâthey might be at Baalbek or Damascus. Raymondâshe wondered what Raymond was doing. Strange how clearly she could see his faceâits eagernessâits diffidenceâits nervous tensionâ¦
Oh, hell! Why go on thinking of people she would probably never see again? That scene the other day with the old womanâwhat could have possessed her to march up to the old lady and spurt out a lot of nonsense. Other people must have heard some of it. She fancied that Lady Westholme had been quite close by. Sarah tried to remember exactly what it was she had said. Something that probably sounded quite absurdly hysterical. Goodness, what a fool she had made of herself! But it wasnât her fault really; it was old Mrs Boyntonâs. There was something about her that made you lose your sense of proportion.
Dr Gerard entered and plumped down in a chair, wiping his hot forehead.
âPhew! That woman should be poisoned!â he declared.
Sarah started. âMrs Boynton?â
âMrs Boynton! No, I meant that Lady Westholme! It is incredible to me that she has had a husband for many years and that he has not already done so. What can he be made of, that husband?â
Sarah laughed.
âOh, heâs the âhuntinâ, fishinâ, shootinâ â kind,â she explained.
âPsychologically that is very sound! He appeases his lust to kill on the (so-called) lower creations.â
âI believe he is very proud of his wifeâs activities.â
The Frenchman suggested:
âBecause they take her a good deal away from home? That is understandable.â Then he went on, âWhat did you say just now? Mrs Boynton? Undoubtedly it would be a very good idea to poison her, too. Undeniably the simplest solution of that family problem! In fact a great many women would be better poisoned. All women who have grown old and ugly.â
He made an expressive face.
Sarah cried out, laughing:
âOh, you Frenchmen! Youâve got no use for any woman who isnât young and attractive.â
Gerard shrugged his shoulders.
âWe are more honest about it, that is all. Englishmen, they do not get up in tubes and trains for ugly womenâno, no.â
âHow depressing life is,â said Sarah with a sigh.
âThere is no need for you to sigh, mademoiselle.â
âWell, I feel thoroughly disgruntled today.â
âNaturally.â
âWhat do you meanânaturally?â snapped Sarah.
âYou could find the reason very easily if you examineyour state of mind honestly.â
âI think itâs our fellow travelers who depress
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