finally admit it,â he said, his voice just above a whisper. âEven if it was George who actually said it.â
âOh, dang it,â George said. He was finally realizing that this might be a sensitive subject for Nareem, considering that Katie had broken up with him a few months earlier. Definitely scratch that whole George-is-a-genius thing.
âYeah,â I said. Which I think was an answer to both George and Nareem. âIâmâIâm sorry about that, Nareem.â
Nareem got up and stared out the window, at the lit-up city. âHave you said anything to Katie? Have you been very clear with her? Instead of avoiding it, like you have been doing practically since Iâve known you?â
âWhat do you mean by that?â I asked.
âIt was very obvious to me that you liked Katie!â Nareem said. He wasnât whispering anymore, not by a long shot.
George coughed nervously. âHey, does anyone want to order cheesecake?â he asked. âMy mom said it would be cool if we wanted to order cheesecake.â He waited for someone to answer him, but no one did. âOr not.â
âYouâre right,â I said to Nareem. âI think I liked Katie longer than I realized. I donât know, we were just regular friends for so long, and I had this crush on Hannah Spivero for like forever. Then suddenly it seemed like everything changed, and I didnât know how to deal with it. Especially since you were kind of going out with her at the time.â
âThatâs true, I was,â Nareem said, his voice soft again as he remembered.
âUm, I have a crazy idea,â Jack said.
We all looked at him.
âWhy donât you just tell her the truth?â
George nodded his head in agreement.
âIâve been trying!â I said. âItâs not that easy!â
Nareem took off his glasses and started cleaning them with his shirt. I think he just needed something to do. âLove is never easy,â he said. âIt is hard work. Which is also what makes it so rewarding.â
Sometimes it was hard to believe he was only in middle school.
âYou should tell her before we all leave tomorrow morning,â George said to me. âThat way, we can be there for moral support.â
âYou should,â Jack said.
âIndeed you should,â Nareem said.
I stared at my three friends, knowing they were right. Ugh! Couldnât I just stay up here in Georgeâs room forever, where it was safe and we had ice cream and satellite television, and there was no danger of rejection?
Love is never easy.
âLetâs order that cheesecake,â I said.
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22
Sunday morning breakfast was everyoneâs last chance to hang around together before heading back home, so it was completely mobbed by the time I made it downstairs to the restaurant. I saw Katie in the distance, out of the corner of my eye, sitting at a table with a bunch of our friends. I started to walk over, but then I had a better idea.
The better idea involved doing anything else.
I went up to the buffet and got some eggs, poured myself a glass of juice, and started looking for a place to sit. The first person I saw was Ms. Domerca.
âCharlie Joe!â she exclaimed. âCome eat with us!â
It wasnât until I sat down that I realized she was sitting with Dr. Mal and a bunch of adults and kids Iâd never seen before.
Dr. Mal didnât look all that thrilled to see me, to be honest.
âGood morning, Mr. Jackson,â he said.
âMorning, Dr. Mal,â I said back.
âCharlie Joe,â Ms. D. said, âthis is perfect timing. Iâm not sure if you know this, but we also use these reunion breakfasts to meet with families who are not yet part of the Camp Rituhbukkee community, so that we might give them a sense of who we are and what weâre about.â
I introduced myself to the three kids. They smiled awkwardly.