Josh was so excited that they were carried away with the idea. âIâm going back to talk to Oliver one more time,â Josh said. âIâll get back to you, and weâll make our decision.â
âI think your decision is already made,â Dave said slowly.
âWell, it sounds like a way we can keep each other, and get away from this place, and get back to what we used to have. Iâll see you later.â
Josh did not go at once to Oliverâs house. He walked for a long time. He was really torn in two directions himself. Thoughts of Goél kept coming to him, and he remembered the kindly face and how Goél had preserved him through so many difficult times. Almostlike a prayer, he said, âGoél, why donât you come now when I need you? You could tell me what to do.â
But Goél did not come, and in desperation Josh knew that he would have to make his own decision.
He entered Oliverâs house at the manâs invitation, and for a long time the two sat talking. Josh explained his difficulty, and Oliver was sympathetic.
âI know exactly what you mean,â he said. âAnd I canât make the decision for you.â
If Oliver had tried to persuade him, Josh was ready to resist. But Oliver made no attempt to do so. Instead, he said, âYouâre a smart young fellow, Josh. If you donât want to go back home, that may be right for you. Some of the others may feel differently, of course.â
âWait a minute, Oliver. I didnât say I
wasnât
going back. Itâs so hard . . .â
âIâll tell you what,â Oliver said abruptly. âI have a history book on small towns in America. Why donât you just go back to Oldworld on the Dream Maker and visit? Then weâll see. Maybe youâll get an idea about what to do.â
This struck Josh as wisdom, and he said eagerly, âYes, thatâs what Iâll do!â
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Josh found himself walking along a tree-lined street in a pleasant neighborhood. He saw his house up ahead, and his heart leaped as a large collie came out barking, his gold-and-white coat shining in the sun.
âJock!â Josh fell to his knees, embracing the dog, who licked his face furiously, then ran around him barking sharply and pulling at his pants leg.
Then Josh looked at the house. His heart rose in his throat like a lump. He walked inside.
Immediately his mother appeared and said, smilingat him, âIâve made fresh cookies, Josh, and your dad is taking you to the ball game tonight.â
âThat I am.â Joshâs father poked his head around the door and winked. âAnd afterwards weâll go out and get a pizza.â
Josh stood still, unable to speak. His eyes suddenly filled with tears.
Iâm home again,
he thought and knew then that he had made his decision.
7
âI Trust You, Josh!â
T he taste of his life back in Oldworld hit Josh hard. He left Oliverâs and went back to his room. That night he dreamed of home again. It was not an innervision thing this timeâjust a simple dream of home, of friends, of fishing trips with his dad, of talking with his mother while she fixed supper. He had often dreamed of these things, but now the innervision trip had made this dream as sharp and clear as reality itself.
All the next day Josh remained close to his room. He couldnât clear his mind of thoughts of home. He had a tremendous desire to rush over to Oliverâs and find his way through whatever miracle Oliver had discovered and be back on planet Earth as it was during the golden days of his childhood. He restrained himself, saying sternly, âJosh, youâve got to talk to the others. Youâve got to convince them that going back is the right thing to do.â
Still, it was difficult for him, and he waited impatiently for nightfall. As soon as dusk came, he found his way through the city to an old abandoned house outside of