youâll just do as youâre told.â
âItâs still not worth the risk,â I insisted.
âOh, itâs worth it,â he said. âItâs worth it. You donât understand. I keep telling you that you donât understand but you wonât believe me, just like you wonât believe I can read your mind. They never believed me. Not any of them. They never took any notice. But I knew. I knew, because I could read their minds. They thought they could keep it from me. They thought they could block me out of their minds by just not looking at me, just not seeing me. But they didnât understand. Itâs worth it to me, to get the Fenris device. Itâs worth all of life to me. Itâs worth more than the world, more than the universe. You donât understand, do you?â
âNo,â I said. âI donât.â
âI know what you think,â he said. âI can read your mind. You think I want to raise the Varsovien for someone else. You think the Gallacellans are paying me. You think Ferrierâs paying me. Well, Ferrierâs dead, and so is that girl of his. And I never talked to a filthy alien in my life. Nobodyâs paying me for the Varsovien . I want it for myself. You think I want it so I can escape, donât you? You think I want it so I can run away from the police, run away and sell it to some other world. Well, youâre wrong. I donât want the Fenris to sell. I donât want it to escape. I want the Fenris device to use.â
âUse on who?â I asked faintly. I already knew.
âOn all of them,â he said. âOn all of them. The whole world. Pallant.â
CHAPTER SIX
âJohnny,â I said calmlyâI had to be calm, in spite of everythingââweâre going down. I donât think thereâs anything else we can do.â
âWhatever you say,â he said.
âYouâve got to stay steady. Is the captain with you?â
âYes.â
âThen tell him to get out. Tell him to go lie on his bunk and pray. I donât want him in a position where he might so much as catch your eye. OK?â
âAll right, Grainger.â Nickâs voice floated up from the depths. âIâm on my way.â
âGood. Now, Iâll tell you what Iâm going to do. Instead of going in on a long arc, like I did before, Iâm going to go straight in. A vertical dive at high speed. Iâm not going to pull out until I hit the garbage in the last few thousand feet, and then Iâm going to pull out so that the storm wind sits on my tail, and Iâm going to keep it there. That way I think I can cope with all the dirt and the vapor. If the wind changes while Iâm pulling out, weâre dead, but itâll only be a matter of seconds, and I think that chance might owe us that much. Now youâll know when I go into the curve because it will hurt me and Iâll probably scream. If and when you hear me, you keep that plasma in the webâbecause if it bleeds it wonât just leak, itâll explode, and thereâll be one dead Johnny in the drive-chamber. The rest of us will survive you by about a second and a half. Now, you understand what Iâm going to try to do?â
âI get it,â he said.
âFine. Eve?â
âI know. Just the stun. When you give me the word. Itâs going to hurt you, you knowâhurt you badly.â
ââThatâs what Iâm relying on,â I told her. âNothing like pain to sharpen up the reflexes.â
âOr paralyze them,â she said.
âThatâs another concession that chance owes me,â I said. âI wonât seize up.â
âGet on with it,â said Maslax.
âYouâre sure in a hurry to die,â I commented.
âNobodyâs going to die,â he said.
âHow many people are there on Pallant? Twenty million? Thatâs a lot of