had died. My legs went out from under me and I dropped to the floor. I wasnât expecting anything like that.â
âNo, of course you werenât. It was just a normal day and then it all fell apart.â Tansey leaned forward and patted my knee with her callused hand.
âThatâs it exactly. One second you are going about your regular business and the next youâve become unmoored. Itâs a terrible thing to find yourself without a father.â I had really meant to be a comfort to Tansey but I felt a lump tightening in my throat.
I looked up and thought I had made things even worse because a tear was sliding down Tanseyâs weather-beaten cheek. I never thought Iâd see the day Tansey Pringle cried. The world must be tilting on its axis. Before I had a chance to say something comforting she spoke.
âIt is a terrible thing to be without a father. My Knowlton has lived with that particular disadvantage all his life. I thought it was for the best that he not know anything about his father but now Iâm not so sure.â
âWhat does this have to do with Knowlton?â A light was starting to dawn but I thought it best if I let her share the news instead of me grabbing at it.
âSpooner was Knowltonâs father.â
âAnd you decided not to tell anyone because everyone thought Spooner ran off with the money from the festival?â
âThatâs right. It may be difficult to understand now but when I was pregnant with Knowlton the world was still hard on unwed mothers. It was gonna be tough enough on my baby to be raised up without a father but for everyone to say his daddy was a thief, too, was not something I was prepared to saddle him with.â
âDid you love him?â
âLord, help me, I did. I loved that man like I didnât know I could love anyone. When he up and left me my heart just went dead. Until I held our baby in my arms for the first time. Iâve spent thirty years giving all that love to Knowlton, trying to make up for his missing father. Hoping if I loved our boy well enough Spooner might feel it somehow and find his way back to us.â Tansey dragged a flannel-clad arm across her eyes. I was completely stunned. She had always seemed obsessed with Knowlton but now it all made sense.
âAt least you know why he never made it back to you.â
âThatâs something, I guess. But now the past is all dredged up again and I am worried everyone is going to know about Knowlton being Spoonerâs son.â
âWould that be a problem if Spooner didnât steal the money?â
âNo. I canât say it would. Now thatâs an idea.â Tansey struggled up to the edge of the chair, a hopeful flicker in her eyes. I didnât like the look of it any more than I had liked the way she had seemed so depressed. I liked Tansey best when she was her normal no-nonsense self. But I had to ask.
âWhat is?â
âYou could poke around and ask a few questions about the investigation.â
âWhy me?â
âBecause youâre the police chiefâs goddaughter. And, if it wasnât for your renovation project Spooner would never have been found. You owe this to Knowlton.â
âHow do you figure that?â I didnât like to think of owing Knowlton anything. Just the idea of him having a hold over me made my skin crawl like Iâd had accidentally taken an overdose of antihistamines.
âPeople are bound to talk and they may put two and two together about me and Spooner. If your project hadnât unearthed him none of that would have happened. Youâve got to help clear Spoonerâs name before Knowlton is connected with him.â Tansey stood up out of her chair like our business was concluded. I took my cue from her and followed her to the door.
âBut what if I canât? Iâm not an investigator and Iâm out straight between the sugaring and the