the sleeper up toward the recognition that it cannot go on like this much longer. People are as vulnerable as newborn infants at that hour. Thatâs when the big wild animals hunt, and when the police show up to demand payment of delinquent parking fines.
And thatâs when I take bus number 2 out to Brønshøj, to Kabbeleje Road at the edge of Utterslev Marsh, to pay a visit to forensic medicine expert Lagermann.
He recognized my voice on the phone before I had time to say my name and rattled off a time. âSix-thirty,â he said. âCan you make it?â
So I arrive a little before six. People hold their lives together by means of the clock. If you make a slight change, something interesting nearly always happens.
Kabbeleje Road is dark. The houses are dark. The marsh at the end of the street is dark. Itâs freezing cold, the sidewalk is light gray with frost, the parked cars are covered with a glittering white fur coat. Iâll be curious to see the sleepy face of the forensic medicine expert.
There is one house with lights on. Not merely with lights on but illuminated, and with figures moving behind the windows, as if a gala ball has been going on since last night and itâs not over yet. I ring the bell. Smilla, the good fairy, the last guest before dawn.
Five people open the door, all at once, and then wedge themselves tightly into the doorway. Five children, from very small to medium-sized. And inside there are more. Theyâre dressed for a raid, with ski boots and backpacks, leaving their hands free to punch somebody. They have milky-white skin, freckles, and copper-red hair under hats with earflaps, and they exude an air of hyperactive vandalism.
Right in the middle stands a woman who has the childrenâs skin and hair color, with the height, shoulders, and back of an American football player. Behind her the forensic medicine expert comes into view.
Heâs a foot and a half shorter than his wife. He is fully dressed and inveterately red-eyed and chipper.
He doesnât raise an eyebrow at the sight of me. He lowers his head, and we plow our way through the shouts and through some rooms that show signs of barbarian migration, as if the wild hordes had passed this way and back again on their way home; then through a kitchen where sandwiches have been prepared for an entire battalion, and out through a door. He closes the door; itâs suddenly quiet, dry, very hot, and thereâs a purple glow.
Weâre standing in a greenhouse built onto the house as a kind of winter garden. Except for a couple of narrow pathways, a little terrace with white wrought-iron furniture, and a table, the floor is covered with cactuses in beds and pots. Cactuses of all sizes, from a fraction of an inch up to six feet high. In all stages of prickliness. Lit by ultraviolet grow lights.
âDallas,â he says. âGreat place for putting together a collection.
Otherwise I donât know whether Iâd recommend it; hell if I know. On a Saturday night we could have up to fifty murders. We often had to work downstairs next to the emergency room. It was set up so we could do the autopsies there. It was practical. I learned a lot about gunshot wounds and stab wounds. My wife said I never saw the children. Hell, she was right, too.â
As he talks, he stares steadily at me.
âYouâre early, all right. Not that it matters to us; weâre up, anyway. My wife got the kids into the nursery school in Allerød. So they could get out in the woods a little. Did you know the little boy?â
âI was a friend of the family. Especially him.â
We sit down across from each other.
âWhat do you want?â
âYou gave me your card.â
He ignores my remark. I sense that heâs a man who has seen too much to waste time on pretenses. If heâs going to reveal anything, he expects honesty.
So I tell him about Isaiahâs fear of heights. About the tracks
Stefan Zweig, Anthea Bell