point in time I thought this was the life I wanted. To have someone just take care of me and just give. She gave me clothes, gave me money. Michelle gave me everything I had. I realized now that the problem with someone doing all the damn giving is that at any moment they could take it all back. I needed to do something, and I needed to do it fast. If our marriage wasnât legal in Florida and she wanted me gone or if I decided I wanted to leave.
The thought of me putting up with so much and walking away with absolutely nothing made my stomach twist into knots. The main reason Michelle even had the nerve to have half of what she had was because of me and did she ever truly show me any appreciation? Fuck no. I helped pull her up from her knees and now she wanted to just walk away. We only had one solid rule between the two of us and to this day as far as I knew neither of us had ever broken it. Weâd both sworn to never lock our phones and to respect each otherâs privacy by not going through each otherâs shit. Pacing in the garage, I couldnât help feeling like a caged animal. Like one of those damn dwarf leopards Iâd seen in Treyâs zoo magazines. Yup, my ass was a damn endangered ocelot and my habitat, my cubs, and everything else was on the verge of being wiped out if I didnât start fighting. My lifestyle, my way of living, was in jeopardy and so was Latayaâs. My mind was made up.
CHAPTER 7
FRENEMIES
I waited until Michelleâs ass was at work before I called her, and I prayed that this bitch would actually be cool and not turn around and tell Michelle about our conversation.
âLarissa? Who? Oh, oh I remember your ass. Little Jackie Chan.â She sounded like her ass was half asleep when sheâd answered the phone.
âOh yeah, âbout that. Iâm so sorry I was hammered. I hope you can forgive me.â
âIt is fine. Weâve all been there. No harm, no foul. What is it youâre wanting?â She yawned loud as hell in my ear. Well, damn, she sure isnât the sugar-coatinâ type.
âSo um, Lania, I heard you be on some shit, anâ I need to earn some extra money. Fast.â I hadnât slept one bit all damn night thinking about what I would say, and was nervous as fuck about finally callinâ her, but decided to go ahead anâ go through with it.
âAnd what exactly is this you think you have heard?â
Well, shit, here goes nothinâ, I thought. Either Iâd heard wrong or Iâd heard right.
âI want to be an escort, no sex though. Just go on a few dates, look pretty or whatever, anâ then bring my ass home. Thatâs it. I heard you could set that up.â I held my breath.
âAhhh. I see, and what does your wife say about this?â
âShe donât know and ainât never gonna know.â
âOkay. As far as you know I am the alpha, I am the queen of this shit. You want to run with the wolvesâyou must earn your place in the pack. Youâre new so no, you wonât get first pick or top choice. You have to work your way up.â
âSo what does that mean, what do I need to do?â
âYou wonât make as much, the girls who make the most do . . . how should I say . . . . um, favors, but you arenât bad looking so I can work with you. Fix yourself up, text me a picture, full body. I have a client who needs a girl for an event tonight at ten. If you are up to standard, a car will pick you up and drop you off when itâs over. One of my men will follow you all evening.â
âSo when you say âspecial favors,â you mean what?â My hands were gettinâ sweaty at the excitement anâ possibility of doing something new, dangerous.
âI mean, I pay you to go on a date, theyâll offer you extra for extra shit. I warn you now, sometimes clients can get a bit testy, especially if they drink or do too much drugs. Donât drink