with you. The only reason I joined the committee was as a favor to her and to be honest, Iâd much rather be home reading my favorite astronomy blog. Orâ â I paused to take a deep breath â âhanging out with you.â I saw Darcy give a small smile, and I continued, âWhen we had our fight, you didnât really give me a chance to talk, and I think there were a few miscommunications.â
âI guess I did interrupt you a lot,â Darcy admitted. âWhat did you want to say?â
âAbout the day you invited me to come watch TV,â I began.
Darcy piped up. âAnd you said you were too busy, but then you invited Fiona over and watched a movie with her instead.â
I shook my head. âIt wasnât like that. I was too busy to watch Crime Scene: New York with you. But as Fiona and I were leaving your house, she begged me to let her pick out my clothes for the next day. You know how into style she is and all that. So she came in, picked out my clothes, and then my parents invited her to stay for family movie night. And I didnât even think to call you because it was a movie you wouldâve hated, I knew you were busy watching your favorite show, and I never thought youâd assume I was having secret hang-out time with Fiona. I thought you knew me better than that.â
A little pink bloomed on Darcyâs cheeks. âOh.â
Everything Iâd been wanting to explain to my BFF spilled out in a rush. âAnd when I talked about having a sleepover and inviting Fiona and Maya, I never knew you were upset, because you faked being asleep.All you had to say was, âNorah, I was hoping we could hang out just the two of us,â and I totally wouldâve done that.â
âOh,â Darcy said again.
âThere were lots of times when you took things I said the wrong way. But instead of asking me about it, you just kept it all bottled up inside until you exploded that day. It wasnât fair.â
âYouâre right,â she said. She looked down and started nervously playing with a pebble. âI just thought that you were beginning to ⦠like Fiona better than me. Because sheâs popular and all that.â
My eyes nearly bulged out of my head. âSince when do I care about whoâs popular and whoâs not?â
âI know you donât. But I just felt like you were ⦠changing. You were hanging out with Fiona a lot and then you started dressing like her.â
âJust that one day,â I pointed out.
But then I remembered when I saw Darcy fist bump Hunter in the auditorium. And that bit of jealousy I had. That was how Darcy had felt when sheâd seen me hanging with Fiona all the time.
âIâm really sorry,â I said. My throat felt tight, like I was on the verge of crying. I fought to hold the tearsback. âIâm not changing. Iâm still nerdy old Norah and I always happily will be. I donât think thereâs anything wrong with making more friends, though. You like Fiona and Maya.â
âI do. Youâre right,â Darcy said. âAnd Iâm sorry for acting the way I did. It all couldâve been avoided if Iâd just told you how I was feeling.â
âThatâs true,â I said, finger raised high.
She held her fist out. âFriends?â
I bumped it. âBest friends. And partners in crime. Always.â
She then reached across the space between us and pulled me in for a hug. Which was huge because Darcy is not a hugger. When we pulled away, there were even a few tears in her eyes. Tears! From Darcy! So then I started crying out of happiness. My best friend was back.
And I knew for a fact, deep down inside, the way you know that the sky is blue and the sun will set that night and rise the next day ⦠that Darcy hadnât started the fire. No matter how mad she was at me, she would never want to hurt me or Zane.
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