letters before, and was curious. Juan had told her that his father never saidanything about where he was or what it was like there. (If he did, the kidnappers wouldnât send his letter.) But he would probably write about what they had said on the radio. Thank goodness they had
that
. Sometimes people simply disappeared, and no one ever found out what had happened to them. That was worse than kidnapping, Yeny thought, because then you didnât know if they were alive, or if they were being tortured. They were the
desaparecidos
âthe âdisappeared.â
Mamá was in the kitchen, making
arroz con pollo
, rice with chicken. Papá looked as if heâd returned from work minutes before. His fingers were still black from the newspapers heâd been selling.
âDid you hear about the letter?â Yeny asked him, hugging him hello.
He squeezed her tight, and then put his hands on her shoulders and smiled. âI did, Yeny.â His eyes held hers for a moment, like he was trying to tell her something. But what?
âAre you ready?â Aunt Nelly asked, sitting at the table.
âYes, yes!â said Sylvia. âHurry up already!â
âOkay,â she said again, as everyone settled into a seat around the table and leaned forward.
âMy dearest family, I canât tell you how happy it makes me to hear your voices on the radio. And hearing little Yeny today was an extra-special treat. Iâm happy theyâve come to live with you.â
âMe too,â said Elena.
âShhhh,â said Sylvia.
âI tell you that I am doing well. Iâm looking after myself, and I live in hope that I will see you again soon. Meanwhile, Iâm with you in everything you do. Little Juan, I am proud of you for being involved in this carnival that you talked about. By the time you get this letter, it will probably be over. Iâm sure it was a great success.â
Yeny crossed her arms and looked down at her knees, in case her face showed that she wished
her
father could be proud of her for taking part. No matter what, she wouldnât make her parents feel guilty. That never worked with them.
âIâve been hearing about another event that you may be involved in. Iâve heard that children around the country are taking part, and Iâve never heard of anything so amazing.â
âHeâs talking about the election,â Juan said. âHe couldnât write it out, but Iâm
sure
heâs talking about the election tomorrow. Weâre gonna be there, Papá! Just you wait.â
âIâm so proud of you children. You are succeeding where we adults have failed, and donât ever let anyone tell you that itâs not worth the risk. These things are ALWAYS worth the risk. You must never, never give up hope that change is possible.â
Aunt Nelly paused and looked at Yenyâs father across the table.
Yeny looked back and forth between them. Her father
had
been trying to tell her something with his hands on her shouldersand his smile when she came in the door. Was this it? Was he changing his mind?
Yeny was so excited that she barely heard the rest of the letter. When Aunt Nelly finished reading, she passed the pages around so that Juan and his sisters could reread them for themselves. Yenyâs father looked right at Yeny and Elena. âGirls,â he said, âyou both know that you mean everything to me.â
Yeny stifled a sigh. This was the same speech he always gave. He hadnât changed his mind after all.
âAnd you both know that the idea of you going to the election tomorrow terrifies me,â he continued.
Yeny felt like rolling her eyes, but if she had any hope of going tomorrow, now was no time to be disrespectful. So she nodded instead, and listened as though this were new to her.
âBut you know what?â Papá said. âIf your uncle, whoâs been kidnapped and held away from his family for