MarÃa Cristina in the displacement camp in time. She wished she had a way to tell her friends from home, so far away.
Children wore white for peace and made peace banners to carry through the street.
âI donât hear you talking about Joaquin anymore,â Yenyâs father said that evening. They had gone out walking together, this time to buy rice. He had a rare day off, and Yeny was happy to be walking beside him in the warm evening air. In the distance, she heard someone selling lottery tickets over a megaphone, and somewhere closer a horse clopped along the pavement.
âJoaquin hasnât been bugging me much lately.â She thought about saying that heâd shown up at the Peace Carnival, but she didnât want to sound like she was whining about not having gone to the party herself. Above all, her father hated whining. âI keep waiting for him to say something mean, but he hasnât bugged me in over a week. Maybe heâs figured out that no one can mess with Yeny.â She held her fists in front of her face, like a boxer. âPow! Pow pow!â
Papáâs eyes crinkled up in a smile. âI hope heâs figured out a better way to handle things,â he said. âHe probably hasnât had an easy life, if heâs always so angry.â
Yeny frowned. âWhat do you mean?â
âAll that anger has to come from somewhere,â Papá said. âMaybe he doesnât get enough to eat, or maybe someone in his family hits him. You never know.â
Yeny was silent. Sheâd never actually thought about what made Joaquin the way he was. Sheâd only wanted him to stop picking on her.
They turned at the big white and red church at the end of the street. Her father nodded to a group of teenagers leaning against the wall. Farther down, Yeny saw a man in a green uniform, carrying a big gun. For a split second, she panicked, and her fatherâs hand tensed in hers, but he kept walking as though he hadnât noticed. So did she. They turned onto another street and walked as fast as they could. And after a few blocks, they relaxed a little and slowed down.
Her father took a long breath and shook his head. âGuns everywhere,â he said. âHow will we ever achieve peace if you canât walk down the street without seeing someone with a gun?â
Yeny kept quiet. This would have been the perfect moment to mention the election, childrenâs rights, and the stuff she and her friends were working toward, but she was afraid of saying something that made her father turn silent and scared again.
Luckily, he brought the subject up for her. âI guess youâve heard about the vote, Yeny,â he said, and her eyes opened wide in surprise. âSomeone was talking about it on the radio yesterday, and it made me think of you and the Peace Carnival.â He didnât look angry, only tired.
âI think itâll be great,â Yeny said, in a voice that was much smaller than her excitement about the whole event. From inside a house, the loud
boom-boom
beat of cumbia music wafted intothe street. Somewhere a car horn blared. Yeny looked up into her fatherâs face, trying to read his thoughts.
He was slow to speak. âI think itâs a great opportunity for young people to learn about democracy,â he said. âBut Yeny, it is still too dangerous for me to feel comfortable about letting you go. We have to be patient. We have to hope that, one day, democracy will work in this countryâthat one day weâll be able to vote away the grupos armados altogether.â
Yeny swallowed her reply. If she wanted to win her father over, she shouldnât argue with him. Besides, they had reached the store and Papá was pulling open the squeaky metal door.
Several people were crowded around the cashier, talking. It was the only spot in the little store with space for more than one person. The three aisles were crammed