heartfelt. âNot that theyâd do one immediately anyway, with the uterus being so friable, but Emily thinks that bleed I had when I fainted must have cleared the last of it. Going by the ultrasound, itâs all good.â
âInfection? You looked a bit feverish.â
âYeah, Iâve been cooking a few bugs. Nothing that the antibiotics Iâm on now wonât fix.â
âAnd your haemoglobin?â
âDown a bit but not enough to warrant a transfusion, thank heavens. Iâll be a bit wobbly for a day or two, thatâs all.â
âSo youâll go and stay with your sister?â
Anne shook her head slowly. âIâd prefer not to.â
âWhy?â The word was crisp. Cool, even. âBecause youâd rather not see the babies?â
Anne bit her lip to stop the prickle of tears. Shecouldnât expect him to understand, so why did it hurt so much? She might have won the battle with the tears but she couldnât help the tremor in her voice.
âItâs more that I want to see them too much.â
Davidâs face went very still. It was impossible not to let her gaze rest on him. Tracing lines she knew so well while she tried to gauge whether he was prepared to try and understand. Those tiny crinkles at the corners of his eyes. The deep furrows that joined his nose to the corners of his mouth that would deepen when he smiled. Not that he was smiling right now. He seemed to be returning her gaze with equal intensity.
âTheyâre not my babies,â she explained softly. âNot even part of them. Jules had her eggs collected and Macâs sperm fertilised them. I had the embryos implanted. My head knows perfectly well that theyâre not my babies butâ¦but my bodyâs not quite singing from the same hymn book yet.â Her smile was even more precarious than her voice. âIâm a bit of a mess emotionally, to tell you the truth.â
An eyebrow quirked on Davidâs forehead. âReally? Canât say I noticed.â
His smile was as gentle as his humour. It was the kind of smile that Anne hadnât seen since way backâ¦way before things had begun to fall apart. It touched something deep inside her. Something that brought tears to her eyes that were even harder to control this time.
She blinked. Hard. âIâll be fine,â she said with a good attempt at bravado. âIn fact, I think the worst is over now. I probably didnât realise how much it was all dueto this complication. Being sick on top of everything else. Iâll bounce back in no time now.â
âBut you canât go home by yourself.â
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âNo. She canât.â Mac, with a sleeping infant in his arms, had come quietly into the room.
David saw something like fear flare in Anneâs eyes. Did she think that Mac might have overheard what sheâd been saying? It was obvious she didnât want her sister or Mac to know how difficult she was finding this situation. She was still protecting her baby sister, wasnât she? Prepared to go through hell herself. By herself.
He almost groaned aloud as he felt himself getting entangled a little further in that complicated web of emotion, past and present. There was respect. And caring. Andâ¦a moral duty, perhaps.
âI could stay here overnight, I suppose,â Anne said. âIf things donât get too busy. Iâll have to go home in the morning anyway and sort out what needs to be done to sort out the mess.â
âIâll take care of that,â Mac said. âIâll get hold of your insurance company. They can send their assessors and theyâll know what needs to be done to dry things out and what will have to be replaced.â
Anne looked like she was trying hard not to cry. Seeing the damage to her home and belongings was the last thing she needed when she was, by her own admission, an emotional basket case.
Julia had come