think this killing was racially motivated. Witnesses saw several people in a car leaving the scene, and the car had a swastika and a KKK sticker on the bumper.â
Susanâs face twisted as those words sank in. âMy son was murdered because he was black?â She pressed the heels of her hands against her eyes and shook her head. âGod help me! God help me!â she whispered.
âI think itâs possible,â Stan said. âThe church burning could have just been a way of disposing of the body, or it could have been racial. We are a mixed congregation. If the KKK was involved, Iâd say it was some kind of statement against us.â
Rayâs lips stretched tight across his teeth. âWhat statement could they have to make with my son?â
âI donât know,â Stan said quietly. âTheyâve been pretty quiet for a number of years. Sidney Clairmont, the grand wizard, is in his seventies. Probably doesnât have the venom he used to. Recruitmentâs way down. On the other hand, this could have been his way of letting us know that their activities are starting up again.â
Ray got up and started walking around the room. Susanâs dismal eyes followed him. âAll these years,â he said, âIâve raised my children not to think of theirselves as beinâ a different color. I told them that you could be anything you wanted to, that God had plans for everybody, no matter the race. Here I am, fire chief of Newpointe, and my son was a year away from havinâ his mar-ketinâ degree at LSU. He was gonâ be somebody. And youâre tellinâ me that because of the color of my skin, somebody come along and shot my son, burned down my church, all for some kind of sick statement he wanted to make?â
âI donât know for sure,â Stan said. âBut itâs a lead.â
Rayâs face turned marble hard as he met his wifeâs eyes. âIâm gonâ go out there and find âem, Susan. Iâm gonâ find who did this and Iâm gonâ kill âem with my bare hands.â
Nick drew in a deep breath. âRay, I know you feel that way now, but you canât go off half-cocked and try to do something about this. You have to let the police handle it.â
Stan shifted in his seat. âRay, weâre not going to let this go. I have a personal interest in it. I donât take it lightly when friends of mine are murdered. Calvary was my church too. Iâm going to find who killed Ben, and weâre going to put him behind bars and heâs going to stand trial and suffer for what heâs done. Youâve got to let us do it.â
Ray sank back down into the chair. Susan touched the back of his head. âHeâs right, Ray. I donât want to lose both the men in my life. Let Stan do it.â
Ray began to weep, and Nick found himself staring at a spot on the carpet, making a valiant effort not to break down himself. When Ray had pulled himself together, Nick tried what he had come for.
âRay and Susan, I need to talk to you about the funeral, if thatâs okay.â
Ray drew in a deep breath and wiped his face roughly. âWe didnât know if youâd be up to it,â he said, âso we asked Susanâs Uncle Thomas to do it.â
âOh, a relative?â Nick was not sure whether to be relieved or offended. Truth was, he really wasnât up to it, but he could have mustered the strength for them. He told himself this decision wasnât rejection of him. He didnât have time for wounded pride. âWell, thatâs understandable. I can see why youâd want him.â
âI gotta tell you, Nick,â Susan choked out. âWeâre mad at God. Real mad.â
âI understand,â he said. âThatâs normal. I think God understands that too.â
âI want answers,â Susan said through her teeth. âI want to
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