with her, his heart ached for a life that was dead to him. He grieved for the innocents theyâd once been, he and his mother. Sheâd taken one path since the divorce and heâd taken another. Hatred for his father and for Aimee consumed him. He wanted them to suffer, wanted them to rot in hell for all the pain theyâd caused.
While his mother chose to forgive and forget, he choseto remember every detail, every incident, every minute of their treachery. In retrospect, he realized Aimee had been interested in his father all along. Heâd never been anything more than the means to an end.
âIâll take whatever time you have for me,â his mother said in the complacent voice that always perturbed him. âOh,â she said, slipping her arm around his waist. âI have a painting I want you to look at one day soon.â
âAnother landscape?â Without her knowledge, heâd purchased several of her pieces, displayed under whatever name she used. Mary Something? He couldnât remember at the moment. She refused his financial help, but what she didnât know wouldnât hurt her.
âNot this time,â she said, then softly added, âThis time I painted something entirely different.â
Seven
âY ou donât know how good it is to see you!â Marta Rosenberg greeted Anne, throwing her arms wide. The hotel foyer was dominated by a fifteen-foot-tall Christmas tree decorated with huge shiny red balls and large gold bows. Plush leather chairs and mahogany tables created an intimate atmosphere despite the openness of the room.
Anne hugged her friend. Itâd been years since theyâd last visited. Nearly ten if she recalled correctly. Burton had taken a business trip to New York and Anne had accompanied him. Theyâd gone to a show on Broadway, gotten together with old friends and strolled through Central Park holding hands. She and Marta had met for drinks one afternoon, gossiping and laughing like the college girls theyâd once been. That was long before Aimee, long before the divorce.
A familiar ache stabbed Anne close to her heart. She made an effort to ignore it; she wouldnât allow her loss to taint this reunion.
âYou look marvelous,â Marta said, stepping back to get a better view. âWhat have you been up to?â
Anne laughed off her old friendâs praise. âI spent mostof the afternoon buying Christmas cards and wrapâafter I had lunch with Roy. I swear Scrooge has more Christmas spirit than my son.â Her elegant white suit was left over from her old life. These days, she was most comfortable in jeans and an oil-smeared cotton shirt.
Marta was blond and tanned and she dressed strictly in black, no matter what the season. It was a New York thing, Anne figured. Her friendâs hair haphazardly framed her face, but Anne knew there was nothing haphazard about it. She looked chic, rich, sophisticated, and her world seemed a million miles from the one that had become Anneâs.
âSpeaking of Roy,â Marta said as she led the way into the dining room. âI understand heâs making quite a name for himself.â
âIâm very proud of what heâs accomplished, but I worry about him.â She didnât elaborate and thankfully Marta didnât question her. Despite her determination to enjoy this evening, Anneâs thoughts went back to the lunch with Roy. He seemed preoccupied, but when sheâd asked him about it, heâd brushed aside her concern. He so rarely permitted her any glimpses into his life; heâd closed himself off from her, the same way heâd shut out everyone else.
Marta announced her name to the maître dâ, and they were immediately seated. The man handed Anne a leather-encased menu, and with more ceremony than necessary, draped the white linen napkin on her lap.
A waiter came for their drink order, and both Anne and Marta requested a glass