her brother. Heâs the one whoâs kept her secluded and tightly under his thumb for the last three years, and heâs very upset at her choice ofâ¦career, shall we say.â
âSo you thought perhaps Iâd like to get her out of her unfortunate situation at home by marrying her?â he asked, aghast.
The older manâs eyes narrowed. âNot in the least. But you did want to meet Lottie English. I arranged that for you.â
âAnd now I look the fool,â he remarked in muted embarrassment.
âIâm sure the Lady Charlotte thinks no such thing or she wouldnât have come to your home to offer herself in marriage.â
Colin rubbed his eyes, his nerves on edge. âAs ridiculous as that sounds, you have no idea what transpired between us the night of the opera.â
After a very long pause, Sir Thomas sighed. âOn the contrary, Colin. Iâm quite certain I do.â
The wind picked up as the rain grew heavier, now splattering the window in sheets that matched the tumultuous rush of blood through his veins.
Of course he knew. Everybody knew of his reputation with the ladies, and it irked him a little that he could be so transparent to the nobility at large, especially when he didnât exactly try to be blatant about his sexual escapades. Truthfully, heâd only wanted to have a little fun, to thoroughly enjoy a full bachelor life for as long as he could before duty tied him down to a sniveling wife and a house of brats. Was that so wrong?
Groaning aloud, he started pacing the little room, his hands on his hips, head down.
âI donât know what to do,â he said rather weakly, words heâd likely never repeat to anyone else in the world.
Sir Thomas chuckled again. âThatâs the easy part. Itâs a perfect match socially, and you can have Miss English. My advice is to marry the girl.â
âI donât want to get married,â he fairly blurted. Then deciding he sounded like a child, he added formally, âI should say, I donât want to marry now. Iâm not ready.â
âReady for what?â
Colin couldnât think of a response to that, and Sir Thomas evidently understood the confusion playing out in his mind.
âYour grace, if I may be so bold?â
Colin stopped pacing and stood erect, facing the man again.
âPlease,â he said with a casual wave of his hand.
Sir Thomas eyed him directly, his lids narrowed in assessment. âMarriage is something nobody is prepared for. Not entirely. But itâs a step that must be taken eventually, especially by someone of your class. You need an heir, and itâs beyond time you produced one now that your father is gone. Itâs your duty as a man of your station, which Iâm sure has at the very least crossed your mind. Lady Charlotte can provide thatââ
âNow you sound like her, ever practical.â
The older man smiled in understanding. âAs you said, sheâs smart. Frankly, I think sheâs considered this more clearly than you seem to be doing at the moment, and thatâs unusual considering how women can sometimes be so irrational.â
âIâm not being irrational,â he said defensively. âIâm trying to be logical. I donât even know her.â
Candidly, his hands folded in front of him, Sir Thomas replied, âI donât care how long the courting process takes, one never knows his spouse until one is actually married. You could court the Lady Charlotte for months, even bed her as Lottie English, and it still wouldnât prepare you for marriage.â Dropping his voice to just above a whisper, he concluded, âYouâre obviously attracted to each other. Thatâs the first step. Now do your duty and accept herâ¦proposal. Get yourself a wife and heir. The rest will come as it does.â
âThe rest? The trouble, you mean,â he said sullenly.
Sir Thomas
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