eaten anything at all since they first heard about this.â
âItâs hard to eat when youâre grieving.â Duff was speaking from experience, recalling how he had felt after his fiancée Skye was killed back in Scotland.
âI wish you would go talk to the mayor. He sets quite a store by you.â
âAll right,â Duff agreed. âMeagan, would you like to come with me?â
âAll right. I donât know if I can say or do anything that will make them feel better, but Iâll come with you, if you want me to.â
âI do.â
They walked up the line of vehicles until they reached the lead coach. R.W. was sitting on a stool behind his coach, staring at the horse he had bought for Timmy.
âItâs a beautiful horse, R.W.,â Duff said.
âYes.â The one-word response was barely audible.
Duff walked over and squeezed the horseâs ear. The horse lowered his head in appreciation.
âR.W., are you a believing man?â Duff asked.
âI thought I was. Until this happened. Now . . . I donât know. All I know is that my son and my grandchildren have been taken from me.â
âNo, they havenât.â
âI know, I know,â R.W. said with a dismissive wave of his hand. âIâll see them all in the by-and-by.â
âYou can see them right now.â
âWhat do you mean?â
Duff leaned back and crossed his arms. âHave you ever heard of a man called Kierkegaard?â
R.W. looked up. âNo, who is he?â
âHe was a writer and a theologian. He wrote once that when we die, we are kept in Godâs memory. Thatâs a pretty powerful thing when you stop to think about it. Is there any particular moment with them that you can recall, right now? A moment that gives you pleasure?â
âYes. The last time they came to visit, we went to Chimney Rock Mountain for a picnic.â Despite his grief, R.W. managed a smile. âTimmy scooped up a bunch of tadpoles and started chasing Suzie with them.â
âAccording to Kierkegaard, that moment is in Godâs memory. That means that all you have to do is think about it, and as you are remembering, John, Nora, Suzie, and Timmy are actually reliving that very moment, right now.â
âHe hasnât caught her yet,â R.W. said. âTimmyâs chasing her, but he hasnât caught her.â
It didnât escape Duffâs notice that R.W. said Timmy âisâ chasing her, rather than he âwasâ chasing her.
Duff smiled, nodded, then turned to walk back to his own coach. Meagan, who had watched the exchange between them without offering any word of her own, followed him.
âDuff?â R.W. called.
The Scotsman turned back toward him.
âThanks.â
Duff nodded again.
âHow did you do that?â Meagan asked.
âHow did I do what?â
âHow did you manage to get a smile from R.W. after what he has been through?â
âI just gave him something positive to think about.â
âDo you believe that? I mean that, once someone has died, all you have to do is think about them, and they are there, just on the other side of your thought?â
âAye, âtis one of my strongest beliefs,â Duff said.
âThat is beautiful. Iâll have to remember that.â
Crowleyâs Gulch
âYeah, itâs still there,â Jesse said, pointing to a small log cabin.
âIâll be damned. I didnât think it would be here,â T. Bob said.
âI told you it would be. Itâs been five years since we last seen it, but itâs well built. Itâll more ân likely be here a hunnert years from now.â
âWho owns it?â Sunset asked.
âDonât nobody own it no more,â Jesse said. âIt was built by a trapper named Crowley fifty years or so ago. Thatâs how come they call it Crowleyâs Gulch. Heâs been gone for a long
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