Brian, had left almost an hour ago, but she was still having a fight with them in her head.
So they were going to move her down to Florida to Fred, Jr., and his wife, a woman sheâd met maybe once.
Pains in the ass.
Teresa DeNunzio Newhouse leave East Harlem? Leave New York? The city sheâd grown up in? The neighborhood sheâd grown up in?
They had to be kidding.
They wouldnât be pulling this crap on her if Fred were still alive. No. Fred would straighten them out, fast.
Fred. She felt her eyes begin to dribble again. What were they in such a rush for? Fredâs body was barely cold and already they wanted to ship her off down to some hellhole with sand and waterâto do what? They knew she didnât like the beach.
No. Fred wouldâve let them have it.
She felt a tear spill hot down her cheek, and immediately wiped it off.
Maybe it didnât matter anymore. Maybe it didnât matter where she was anymore. Sheâd had a good long life with Fred. God, sheâd loved him. So what did it matter where she lived? It was over.
Teresa took another sip of coffee, and frowned at the wall.
Feeling sorry for herself? Over what? Whenever she started feeling sorry for herself she always thought of one person she knew who was worse off â¦
Dottie Weist.
Teresa at least had good things to look back on, not like crazy Dottie Weist, who had nothing and was now running all over New York like a stunadze looking for a gun. Teresa was grateful she wasnât Dottie.
Dottieâs marriage had been bad, her health wasnât so good ⦠And her boy dying in the army, trying to take over some island somewhere, that had been just tragic.
She remembered Nathan, Jr. Heâd looked just like Nathan, same skinny little thing, running all around Joeâs. And heâd been smart, not Nathan-smart, Dottie-smart, always reading all them books.
From the time he was seven, Teresa hadnât been able to understand a thing that kid had said, heâd been so smart.
She remembered his funeral, when they finally got his body back from Grenada.
She knew then it was going to end badly for Dottie.
So, she should be grateful. Grateful to have a good marriage to look back on, grateful her kids were alive and well â¦
The hell she was! The little bastards were planning on shipping her down to Florida like some suitcase. Leave New York? Where sheâd been with Fred her whole life?
Naw. That wasnât right. And sheâd be damned if sheâd have a mess of kids sheâd diapered, and whose noses sheâd wiped, order her around. No. This they could not do.
She felt her heart sink as she thought of the showdownâshe didnât care that they were calling it a meeting, it was a showdownâwith all her children next Wednesday.
Because the truth was that they paid her rent and they paid for the electric and the gas and the phone, and had ever since Fred had gotten sick last year and all their savings had gone to the hospital before Medicaid would pick any of it up. And the fact was that if they decided to move her down to Florida, then that was it.
She had to think of something, fast. Otherwise she was going to be some permanent guest living in another womanâs house and having no control over her own life.
The image of Dottie Weist sitting up in her kitchen the previous afternoon came into her head. She gave a wry chuckle into her coffee cup.
Now that would call off the kids. Holding up a bank, she thought, amused. She could see the look on Tracyâs face at having to go and bail her mother out. Hell, smoking cigarettes would look like a deal if it was either that or bank robbery.
Teresa gave a little chuckle and felt the corners of her mouth droop.
Naw, she wasnât that desperate or lonely.
âMrs. Newhouse?â The nurse behind the desk motioned to Teresa and she got up.
âYeah?â
âThe doctor wants a sonogram of your breast