The door was closed. I paused, listening. I heard a womanâs voice, just one. One side of a phone conversation, it sounded like, but the words didnât filter through. Just the inflections and tones and attitude. It was the old lady, Rebecca Mack.
I got upstairs and walked down the hallway to the big bedroom Mom and Aunt Paige shared. Another closed door. There was an epidemic of them. I heard voices. They sounded agitated or angry or something. I didnât care. I knocked.
Mom came to the door. She didnât open it all the way. Now she didnât look happy. I saw Aunt Paigeâs reflection in a wall mirror. Her face was flushed.
âWhatâs going on?â I said.
âIâll talk to you later,â Mom said.
âHow long will you be home this time?â I said.
âWhy?â
âYou were going to tell me about Dad, when I could go see him.â
âNot for a while.â
âYou said soon . In a while Iâll be all involved with my trials. Right now Iâm ahead on my reading and everything.â
âWeâll talk after dinner.â She shut the door in my face. I heard the latch click. I stood there for a moment, wanting to pound through the brittle old wood. Instead, I went to my room and sat on my bed, boiling inside, fingering through Slaughterhouse-Five.
After a moment I realized I was mutilating the poor pages. White-knuckled, I slammed the book shut and tossed it on the floor. I wasnât in a mood to read. Mom had practically promised me I could visit Dad, and now she was backing out? Why?
I slid a chair into my closet. In its ceiling was a trapdoor to the attic. I stood on the chair, pushed the door aside, and pulled myself up. The low, cramped space was warm, and I began sweating immediately. The weak dust-flecked light came only from vents in the walls.
The attic ran the length of the house. I knew it like I knew my own room. Iâd spent a ton of time up here, taking a break from the constant attention, listening to conversations from time to time when the feeling arrived that something was about to affect me.
Like now.
The key thing was being quiet. I was already on my belly. I pushed, pulled, and slithered my way toward Mom and Aunt Paigeâs room, a few inches at a time, until I was there.
I held perfectly still. Their voices rose like smoke, bumping into the ceiling below me, wafting through.
âYouâre being terribly thickheaded,â Mom said. âBut let me say it one last time. We donât have a choice. Our own operative â beyond reliable â reports that theyâre in the final phase.â
âTheyâre too close to Seattle,â Aunt Paige said. âAnd civilization. You canât guarantee the quarantine wonât be breached. And then what?â
âThe alternative is unthinkable,â Mom said. âWe canât allow their work to see the light of day. Especially with the latest analysis from PAC Intelligence.â
âYouâre talking about my brother , who once meant everything to you. Youâre talking about your son. â
âIâve made arrangements for Kellen to go east,â Mom said. My heart pounded in my chest. I hoped it wasnât reverberating through the boards. I was going east ? Why? When was she going to tell me this wonderful news? What about Dad? My trials? My life ?
âWeâve got to warn Charlie,â Aunt Paige said. Charlie. My dad.
âWe canât. We canât consider it. Heâs involved. Heâd warn the others.â
âHis involvement is minimal. We can make up a lie to get him out of there.â
âHeâs not stupid, Paige. Heâd suspect.â
âNo, he wouldnât. â Aunt Paigeâs voice shook. âIâll think of something. â
I heard a knock on their door, footsteps across the hardwood floor, and Momâs voice: âRebecca.â
âCan we talk?â Rebecca Mack