him back broken to be made whole again in the forges of heaven.â
His expression went sad as he looked at the dirty streets, seeing the past. âHer fate shifted in a single day because I saved her life.â His eyes came to me as if I might deny it, but I could say nothing. âShe realized she had worth when I saved her life, and her soul was renewed. Innocent, I left to tell the seraphs that fate could be swayed and to stop the scythings. They wouldnât listen, sending a third reaper even as I pleaded with them. She would have died if not for the guardian angels that happened to be with her at the time. They flocked to her. Her entire life, they clustered around her soul.â His eyes went confused. âI never understood why. Now I wonder if it was so they would be there to save her lifeâafter she saved her own soul.â
My lips parted, and I wondered if Sarahâs had been the first guardian angel. But what shook me was that he had changed a personâs fate before and yet was reluctant to believe that it could be done again. Maybe it was because it happened so seldom.
Head tilted, Barnabas looked at me, his eyes still holding his love for her. âI refused to leave her after that, even when her soul remained intact and black wings couldnât find her when she died. So they kicked me out of heaven.â His face changed, becoming harder as he threw a pebble to skip and hop through the parking lot. âIt was worth it.â
I sent my gaze to the busy road and the brightly lit apartment complex. âYou stayed with her for her entire life?â
The faint sound of a siren came from the nearby interstate. Barnabas was smiling, a fond, soft smile that I didnât think Iâd ever seen on him before. He looked seventeen to me, and I wondered how heâd handled looking that young for Sarahâs entire life. But people hadnât lived much past forty back then. âYes. I did,â he said, seemingly embarrassed.
âAnd you say you have no soul,â I said dryly as I threw a chip of cement at the Dumpster to hear it ting. âGood grief, Barnabas, if a soul is what lets us love, then youâve got one.â
He opened his mouth as if to protest, but then he stopped, his gaze going across the street as the sirens didnât fade but grew louder.
My heart gave a thump and I looked at my watch. It was almost nine thirty, but if there was trouble, Nakita would have told us. âIt looks okay to me,â I said, then sucked in my breath when the sound of breaking glass came loud over the traffic and a tongue of flame licked out of a third-story window, searching for the sky.
âBarnabas!â I exclaimed, scrambling up. My hand went around my amulet, and I looked at the street as the fire trucks and a cop car roared up. Puppy presents on the rug, it was happening. Where was Nakita?!
âHere we go,â Barnabas said tiredly, and we edged out from behind the Dumpster.
âTammy didnât come back, did she?â I asked, almost frantic. I couldnât take it if it had all been for nothing. âBarnabas, is she in there?â
âNo. Sheâs over there, but sheâs not inside. Johnny, either,â he said, his eyes going silver for an instant as he touched on the divine, and my shoulders eased. âYour warning seemed to have changed her fate againâif not saved her soul.â
âI havenât flashed forward to see it,â I said, and we started toward the busy street, made twice as dangerous now that it was dark. There was a crosswalk, and Barnabas angled us to it.
âMaybe her soul isnât safe yet,â Barnabas said.
âMaybe.â That Tammyâs soul might still be at risk was not a good thought. Barnabas pushed the cross button, and I fidgeted, wanting him to fly me across, but that would be hard to explain. We had time. If Tammy and Johnny were out of the building, we had time. Maybe now