the small piece of paper. I look over it briefly, nodding my head at its content.
I already know what it says, but I scan its text anyway. I sign where the “X” is before sliding it to the table’s center.
A buzz in my lap makes me drop the pen in my hand. I grasp for the pen first. I reach in my lap second… and regret it the instant I do.
It’s my phone… and it’s Lukas.
His contact entry flashes across my screen amidst a black background.
Elena Lexington decides to ignore it; unfortunately, Hogue Late Harvest White Riesling decides otherwise.
The Asshole:
Drunk text.
I look over to the other side of the table. Now that the evening is almost wrapped, I find that I’m not the only one engrossed in her phone.
I reply quicker than I probably should.
Fire-breathing Dragon:
What is this—a warning?
The Asshole:
It is. Just so I won’t be held accountable tomorrow for anything I say tonight.
Floating ellipses start to appear underneath Lukas’s last text. I wait… A message pops up.
The Asshole:
LOL
I stare at the screen—baffled. That’s it? I don’t get it…
Fire-breathing Dragon:
I’m sorry…? What’s so funny?
The ellipses appear again… and stop. Another text.
The Asshole:
I just realized I never changed your name in my phone…
I roll my eyes. I can only guess what that must mean. I type fast.
Fire-breathing Dragon:
That makes two of us. Why are you texting me on a Saturday night anyway?
I thought this was your “out” night. You used to bite my head off when I interrupted these nights.
The Asshole:
It was my “out” night. And it still is.
Fire-breathing Dragon:
So where are you then?
Nothing appears for several seconds. The ellipses don’t even have time to make it to the screen.
The Asshole:
On a date.
I read the text, and my heart stops. Literally . I think I hear a thump in my chest from where it dropped.
It doesn’t even pitter-patter or stutter-stop like a failing engine. Nothing . Just emptiness where there was just motion.
I can’t explain why this happens. I just know that it does.
I double slap a quiet hand on my chest as if to re-start it.
I force my fingers to move on the keypad.
Fire-breathing Dragon:
Good for you.
His response is quick.
The Asshole:
No. NOT good for me. Not good for me at all.
The ellipses start up and keep going. They disappear.
The Asshole:
I’ve got a lot going on. I thought getting out of the house would help.
Well, it hasn’t.
I hold my breath, feeling a tumble of nausea in my gut. He’s going to tell me about his date?
I don’t want to know… and yet, I do . So badly. I can’t stop myself from asking.
Fire-breathing Dragon:
Why? Is there a problem with your date?
The Asshole:
Yeah.
She isn’t you…
An ignition turns. I feel the rumblings of a kick-start.
Fire-breathing Dragon:
You must like arguing with your dates then.
The Asshole:
You and I would not be arguing.
Fire-breathing Dragon:
Why not? That’s all we ever do.
The Asshole:
Not when we’re fucking.
Vroom.
My keypad moves like lightning.
Fire-breathing Dragon:
We wouldn’t be fucking on a date.
The Asshole:
Why not?
Fire-breathing Dragon:
What kind of venue would allow public screwing?
The Asshole:
You say that like it matters to me. I’m in a restaurant right now. That wouldn’t stop me.
I’d lay you on this table. Lift your dress up. Have my way with you.
Wheels are turning. Wheels are definitely turning.
Fire-breathing Dragon:
Pretty sure the manager would ask us to leave at that point.
The Asshole:
Let him.
He can enjoy a nice show while he’s at it. Or if you’re not into that, I can rent the whole place out.
Make sure everyone disappears as soon as the food is served.
No managers. No waiters or chefs. Just me and you.
Fire-breathing Dragon:
And