the fan â and all you want to do is pick a fight.â
âFight? I donât need to fight you. Youâre a streak of piss.â
I clenched my jaw so tight it ached.
âAten. I want to drive.â
âNo way, Slatter. NO WAY.â
âTake me back to Doncaster.â
âThis is my car. We go where I say.â
âWhereâs that, then? You donât know, do you? You havenât got that tart of a mother to tell you what to do.â
âI know where Iâm going ⦠Iâm going south.â
âSuit yourself.â
We were hitting sixty when he opened the door and started to get out.
Anneâs and Vickiâs screams fused with the sound of the tyres as I crunched the brake. Slatter was out of the car before we even stopped. Lighting another cigarette he walked back the way weâd come, head swinging from side to side.
My hatred for the bastard ran deeper than Iâd felt anything before. Under my breath I hissed, âDonât mention it, Slatter. I donât need thanks for saving your frigging skin. Any time ⦠pal.â
As I drove away I wound down the window to shift the cigarette smoke, and the smell of Slatter.
âHeâs not a real person, is he?â asked Anne. âI think heâs got to be a monster.â
âYouâre right.â I laughed with the sheer relief of getting shut of him. âHeâs a monster all right.â
Vicki said, âHe frightened me.â
âMe too.â Sarah looked at me. Her eyes softened â it was the nearest thing to an apology. âWho is Tug Slatter, Nick?â
âA nobody. Forget him. Now whereâs those chocolates? Iâm starving.â
Slatter was going back into the jaws of death in Doncaster. Heâd be cold by suppertime.
But I knew right then as I drove down the slip road onto the deserted motorway that if Iâd dropped Slatter off at the gates of hell heâd walk right through it.
And walk out the other side, smoking a cigarette, and looking as if heâd made the place his own.
Chapter Fifteen
A Kind of Normality
Weâd been living in the cottage three days. My turn to cook. Sarah in a skirt and striped T-shirt sat on the sofa flicking through a holiday brochure.
âSupperâs ready. The wineâs on the shelf.â
âFancy a beer?â asked Sarah.
âWhy not?â
âSpaghetti bolognaise. A man of many talents. Where did you find the meat?â
âItâs tinned. I stuck in a jar of bolognaise sauce and my own special ingredient.â
âWhich is?â
âHalf a mugful of red wine. The tip from the Nick Aten guide to smart cuisine is whatever you cook, add booze. It transforms it.â
âI had you down for a good-for-nothing slob.â Sarah smiled as I handed her the plate. âYouâve got hidden depths.â
âWell hidden. Now eat up before it gets cold.â
âYou sound like my mother â¦â
That killed the conversation for a while.
Over the last three days weâd been able to begin to relax. Now we were getting to know one another as people. Not merely shell-shocked survivors who happened to share a car.
She downed her wine in one then refilled her glass. âNick. How long do you think we should stay here?â
âGive it a few more days. Weâve got food, shelter, weâre miles from anywhere. No point in rushing it after what happened on Monday.â
âItâs not your fault, you know. You did what you could.â
After leaving Slatter to his fate weâd hit the motorway and barrelled south. For twenty miles there were no hold-ups, just the occasional abandoned car. In the distance we saw towns and cities. Some were burning.
After hours of driving my arms and shoulders hurt like hell; the tension clamped my jaws together so tightly my teeth ached. As the motorway approached another burning city we saw the road ahead was