first time I decided to stand up for my lineage at school. Itâs been more tense around campus than usual for me ever since. âWhat else did he tell you?â
âWell, he told me about you the first day of school last year. He was very impressed by your acting capabilities. He thought he met his leading lady in you,â she says, sipping her wine carefully so as not to spill any on her white carpet and gesturing for me to sit in one of the two oversize cream-colored chairs across from the matching couch. Damn, I thought I was almost out of here. I can hear Chanceâs father in the dining room still discussing with his son what he thinks his wife should do about her fender bender. I guess talking to me is better than going back in there, and I donât blame her. If Nellie doesnât arrive soon, Iâm going to head out, dinner or not. I canât take too much more of Mr. Carmichaelâs ego; thereâs not enough room in this house for it and me.
âHeâs not the only one impressed. Iâve never met anyone better at improvisation,â I say, looking down at my phone and praying that it vibrates soon.
âYes, my son is quite the spontaneous one,â she says, catching a memory as it comes. Did I just see that memory, too? I think a little bit of my dream stayed with me from last night. Mama already stripped me of using my ancestorâs power onceânow sheâll surely want to take my momâs away from me as well. But maybe itâll go away by itself, like a residual effect more than a new development in my gift of sight. âHeâs been like that all his life.â The sadness in Mrs. Carmichaelâs eyes is evident by the softness in her look. Her tone lowers as she recalls Chanceâs childhood, and I share her silent memories.
âI can only imagine Chance as a child,â I say, lying aloud. I can pretty much see the picture of her sonâs first step forming in her head, and I also remember him as a newborn from my own visions.
âCan you? I think you can actually see him as a child,â Mrs. Carmichael says, staring hard at me, which is making me uncomfortable. âMy mind feels very cool all of a sudden. I remember this feeling from the seers back home.â Having a cool head is one of the side effects of my momâs talent when sheâs in other peopleâs minds. What does Mrs. Carmichael really know?
âMrs. Carmichael, I donât know what youâve heard, but itâs not like that.â I look over my shoulder toward the dining room, praying Chance will rescue me soon. I donât want to be rude, and I understand his mom needs a distraction, but I donât feel like being the court jester tonight.
âOh no? Then what is it like? Because I have a feeling you know more than youâre saying.â Mrs. Carmichael takes a seat on the couch directly in front of me and continues. âChance also told me what you said to him about having black blood.â
âDoes he tell you everything?â Damn, Chance is more talkative than I gave him credit for.
âNot everything. For example, he never told me he had a new girlfriend. And when he finally did tell me she wasnât you, I was quite surprised and disappointed.â Mrs. Carmichael takes a large gulp of her white wine, now noticeably tipsy.
âNellie is one of my best friends. Youâll love her,â I say, speaking up for my girl even though itâs clear Mrs. Carmichael favors me as her sonâs choice. The last thing I need is for another homegirl to accuse me of trying to get in good with her boyfriendâs mother. Mickeyâs already gone off enough about that. The truth is, Iâm usually the one mothers hate; Carla and Mrs. WeinerâRah and Jeremyâs mothersâare prime examples of that fact. KJâs mom liked me, but KJ was an ass, so Iâm not counting that lapse in judgment.
âI donât know