didnât text? Call? Anything?â
âNo.â
âWhy was that?â
âI was frightened.â
âWhat of?â
She pushed her feet back and forth along the floor. âMy dad.â
Sasha tugged at a thread that had worked its way loose from a rip in her jeans.
âHe found out, didnât he?That I was seeing him again. Petru. Heâd told me before, he didnât want me seeing him, not talking to him or nothing.â
âWhy was that?â
âI dunno. Just never liked him, right from the first.â
âHeâd met him, then?â
âJust the once, thatâs all. I brought him to meet my mum. I thought sheâd like him, and my dad he was here. I didnât know. I thought he was, I dunno, off somewhere. Wouldnâtâve brought him otherwise. Soon as he saw Petru he started in on him â what was he doing here, how was he living, where all his money was coming from? â stuff like that. Not that Petru ever had any money, not really.
âThen when he was leaving, my dad said he didnât want him round here again. Not ever. Didnât want me to have anything to do with him. When Petru started to stand up for himself, for us, talk back, I thought my dad was going to hit him. Petru, he wasnât frightened, but heâs a big man, my dad, heâdâve hurt him, I know he would. Hurt him bad. Thatâs what heâs like.â
She snapped the thread free.
âAfter heâd gone, he told me I wasnât to have nothing to do with him again. Said heâd stop me using the computer, Facebook anâ that, take away my mobile phone.â
âSo thatâs when you started using Lesley as a go-between?â
âYeah. She didnât mind. Liked it, really.â
âAnd this particular evening, the one weâre talking about, that was how youâd arranged to meet him?â
âYes.â
âBut Hampstead â why Hampstead? Not exactly round the corner.â
âThatâs why, yeah? No way weâre going to bump into anyone we knew. Anyone who knew me and might tell my dad.â
âThis would have been late, though. It would have been dark.â
âThat was okay. I didnât care.â
âHow about getting home?â
A quick glance away. âI wasnât. I told my mum I was staying at Lesleyâs. A sleepover.â
âLittle liar,â Fay Martin said quietly.
âThere was this place, stayed open all night. Burgers and stuff. Thatâs where weâd go, just sit, you know, and talk. What was going to happen, what we were going to do.â
âDo?â
âOnce we were married.â
âHoly Jesus!â Fay Martin rolled her eyes up towards the heavens.
âSasha,â Tim Costello leaned forward, âyou said your dad found out you were going to see Petru that evening â how did that happen?â
âMum was out and he was here. Theyâd â¦â She looked towards her mother, then away. âI think theyâd had a row. Mumâd stormed out.â
âI walked,â Fay Martin said, flatly.
âAnyway, he was here and he asked me, you know, where was I going and I said, like, Lesleyâs, and soon as I said it I could tell he didnât believe me. Made me call her. Didnât stand up to him moreân a couple of minutes, did she? Told him. After that it all come out. Everything. How Iâd been going behind his back. Where we was goinâ to meet that evening, everything. I thought he was gonna go crazy, but he never. Heâd warned me, thatâs what he said. Warned both of us. Told me to go to my room and locked me in. Heâd already took my phone. Thatâs an end to it, he said. Then I heard him leavinâ.â
Tears were rolling slowly down Sashaâs cheeks.
âYou know where he went?â
A shake of the head, shoulders down.
âSasha?â
âNo.â
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