touch you,â he replied quietly. âAnd, yes, itâs usually gentle. But a manâ¦kissing is something entirely different for a man, Eleanor. A tightly closed little mouth becomes a challenge; he needs to taste a woman, not just feel the softness of her mouth against his. Itâs damned hard to explain,â he said finally and with soft laughter. âI suppose it all goes back to the basics, to passion. A man my age likes to arouse a woman more than he likes to simply kiss her, because it usually ends up in a bed. Thatâs one reason I never take out a woman who doesnât already know the score. Until Amanda came along,â he added gruffly. âAnd by the time I realized how innocent she was, I was hooked.â
âI still think it will work out,â shesaid in a soothing tone, turning to look at him. He wanted the woman, and if he loved her, all Eleanor wanted for him was to see him happy.
He met her soft gaze and his silvery eyes studied her for a long time, from her face to her slender body and back up again. âYouâre lovely, little girl,â he said softly. âAs lovely as a dream, and I canât think of anything Iâd like better than to draw you down with me on this sofa and teach you how to make love.â
She felt her eyes going wide with fear as she set the glass down quickly. Heâd had too much to drink, apparently, and she didnât feel like being a stand-in for the woman he really wanted.
âIâ¦Iâm very tired,â she said quickly, moving toward the door. âAnd sleepy. And Iâve got a lot to do tomorrow.â
âAfraid of me, Eleanor?â he asked patiently.
She turned at the door, her whole look puzzled and uncertain. âIâm terrified ofyou, Curry, and thatâs Godâs own truth,â she admitted. âPlease donât make it any harder for me. I donât want to be used, like a toy to amuse you when Amandaâs not around. I donât want to be flirted with. Iâm your secretary and youâre my boss, and if itâs going to be any other way than that, then please let me go now. I canât bear being played with,â she finished on a pained whisper.
âHoney,â he said quietly, âwhat makes you think Iâm playing?â
She whirled and left him sitting there, feeling her heart bursting against her ribs as she made her way quickly up the stairs. And when she finally got into her room and ready for bed, that last gentle question kept her awake for another hour despite the fact that her senses were exhausted.
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He was at the breakfast table when she went down only hours later, her eyes still bloodshot from lack of sleep, and shewondered idly why he hadnât gone out with the hands.
His pale eyes shivered over her as she sat down across from him, and a hint of a smile curved his mouth.
âItâs about time you crawled out of bed,â he told her, sipping his coffee as he eyed her. âI want you to come out with me today.â
She stared at him uncertainly. âWhere?â she asked.
âRoundup starts this morning.â
âOh!â She couldnât hide the surge of excitement that statement created. Every year sheâd begged to be taken along when the first of the cattle were brought in from winter pasture to be moved to summer quarters. New calves were branded, and the vet was around to check for disease. It was the most exciting time of the year on a cattle ranch.
âYou love it, donât you?â he asked with narrowed eyes. âEvery bit of it, from the branding to the culling, eventossing hay to the horses. Yes, Miss Prissââ he nodded at her start of surprise ââI hear what goes on around here. You conned Johnny into letting you feed the horses in the stalls. Or didnât you think heâd tell me?â
âI thought ranch managers were supposed to keep their mouths shut,â she