that followed the dizzying curves of an athletic body. Her dark, burnished brown skin shimmered like stretched satin.
It took me a second to see Jamie behind her, and when I did, he looked incongruous with his beautiful girlfriend. Jamie might have been handsome most of the time, but today he looked tired and haggard, like heâd surrendered five pounds since Iâd seen him only a day before. His cheeks had a hollow look, giving his face the contours of a dented melon.
Daphne spoke first, and her voice made her instantly familiar. âSong, itâs good to finally meet you.â
âYou, too.â I gave her my hand and she gave me a hug. âThough it wouldâve been better if youâd had no reason to come.â
Jamie gave me a limp smile, his lips barely holding their shape.
âCome in,â I said. âWant coffee?â
They declined, and I led them into Chazâs office where they sat across from me, separated by Chazâs messy desk.
I asked Daphne about her flight, and she talked freely, like she did over the phone. Jamie was silent and visibly nervous. White tabs peeled away from raw red around his cuticles, and he started biting at them before we even got started.
âSo,â I said to him after a few minutes. âYouâre in some trouble, huh?â
He nodded. âYouâve got to help me. I didnât do anything.â
âSure, man. I believe you, okay? Thatâs the default. I believe you.â
âThanks.â
Daphne put a hand on his knee, and he squeezed it like he was getting a tetanus shot.
I tapped a pen on Chazâs desk and uncapped it to take notes. âWhat do they have on you?â
âI was there, and they know it wasnât a suicide.â
âThey know that, huh? How?â
He ran his free hand through his hair, twice, in quick succession. âThere was no way he couldâve done it. He was on too many drugs.â
âWerenât you on the same drugs?â
He shook his head. âThere was Rohypnol in his system. A lot of it.â
âYou mean the date-rape drug?â
âYeah, the roofie. But thatâs not its only use. It just has that bad association.â
âEducate me.â
He looked sideways at Daphne, who rolled her eyes gently. âItâs a downer. You know, like a sedative. Have you ever tried coke?â
âNo.â
Something like disappointment swirled around his eyes. I felt strangely inadequate, a vestigial twang from early adulthood, when drug abuse seemed edgy and cool.
âWell thereâs a reason people get addicted, but there are some bad side effects, too.â He gnawed on his lip. âLike you get real jumpy, and sometimes it comes with a bad crash that just makes you want to, I donât know, stab yourself in the chest.â
âSounds delightful.â
âYeah, well, there are things you can do about it. For example, Rohypnol shaves some of that down, and it feels good on its own, too, or just with alcohol. Actually, some people will take it with booze to get drunk faster. Especially around here. You know, less calories.â
âCanât be good for you.â
âNo, and apparently Joe, he took some stupid amount. Enough to make sure he was knocked out cold.â
I rested my chin on the heel of my hand, piano-played my cheekbone. âSo their theory is that someoneâprobably youâused Rohypnol to knock him out, then slashed his wrists open.â
âYeah.â
âDoes anything strike you as particularly idiotic in that theory?â
His eyes widened at me, clueless and hopeful. He looked like a teenager. âThat I didnât do it?â
âNo, not that. It makes sense that theyâd suspect you. Look. Iâm no expert, but isnât it pretty easy to overdose on cocaine? Especially if youâre mixing it with Rohypnol and who knows what else?â
âYeah, it happens.â
âAnd