were doing.
Dad looked tired and irritated. To my surprise he walked in the door about five minutes after the interview ended. He looked even worse than he had on TV.
âI just saw you,â I said.
âSaw me? Oh, you mean on TV. They taped that this afternoon.â He sorted through the mail. âSo, howâd I look?â
âTired.â
âOh well. That figures. Howâd I sound?â
âConvincing.â
âGood.â
âItâs a bit of a mess, isnât it?â
âTypical business problems. Weâre not worried. Weâve been through worse.â
âNo you havenât,â I thought. Out loud, I said, âThereâve been more reporters calling. I took a few messages. Theyâre on the pad at the hall phone.â
âOK, thanks honey,â he said, but I donât think heâd really heard me.
He went through to the kitchen and I followed, watching as he started to make a sandwich. âWhatâs in the fridge?â he asked, as he spread the bread.
I opened the door and reported. âCouple of slices of ham, turning up at the edges. Half a tomato. Bit of lettuce. Lots of cheese. Pâté, but I donât like the colour of it.â
âOK, Iâll have the tomato, and you pick me a cheese that looks interesting.â
âSo are you going to get out of all this?â I asked, as I sliced some cheese for him.
He shrugged. âSure. Itâll blow over.â
âBut itâs getting so serious, with the Premier and everything.â
He was about to take his first bite of sandwich, but he stopped and looked down at a stain on the table.
âThatâs the biggest thing,â he said, almost to himself, then to me he said: âWeâll be OK as long as thereâs no connection between us and the Premier. Koneckny, heâs an idiot. He nearly screwed the whole thing up. I warned Jack, but he wouldnât listen. But I think the damage can be stopped now. The Premierâs big enough and powerful enough to do anything at the moment.â He shook his head, almost in admiration, and took the first bite. âHeâs amazing,â he said, through the sandwich, smiling at me. âHe just does what he wants. No-oneâs strong enough to stand up to him. The press, the Opposition, least of all his own party. Theyâre pretty pathetic really.â
My father always seemed to have too much respect for strong people, people like Jack.
âDo you know him?â I asked, trying to look cool, but holding my breath as I waited for the answer.
âThe Premier? No, never met him before in my life.â
I knew he was lying. Or else whyâd he say âbeforeâ?
C HAPTER T EN
Daniel got really twitchy in Group today and Marj noticed, as she notices everything. Group can be a kind of game sometimes, when someone decides she wants a bit of attention. Itâs usually Cindy. She sits there looking so sad and depressed, head down, ignoring people when they try to talk to her, till Marj finally says, âI think we have one person in Group today whoâs feeling particularly upset,â and we all look at Cindy and make sympathetic noises and wait for her to spill her guts.
When Marj is away, as she is often, like every second dayâI donât know how she has the cheek to collect her pay some weeksâher replacement, Lesley, is almost exactly the same but not quite. Itâs like a cardboard cut-out of Marj, or a Marj doll, because the words are the same but they come out of Lesleyâs mouth at a slightly different speed, and she says some words differently.
Anyway today it was Marj and, instead of Cindy being the drama queen, it was Daniel. Whoops, I didnât mean that the way it sounded. Even if Daniel would have been the first to laugh.
He wouldnât have laughed today, though. He wasnât in laughter mode. He wouldnât say anything for quite a while, but