boundaries. Inserting yourself into my personal life isnât part of the job description.â
Those blue eyes that had been so warm and full of life iced over in a second. He expected her to argue but instead her lips pressed together and a moment later she whispered, âMy bad. Wonât happen again.â
âJase, whatâs crawled up your butt?â his dad asked, his voice booming in the tense silence that had descended between him and Emily.
She lifted one eyebrow. âIâm not going to stick around to find out.â Skirting around him, she gave Declan a quick hug. âEnjoy your spaghetti. Iâm going to hold you to that cooking lesson. But grape juice, no wine.â
âThank you, darlinâ.â His dadâs voice softened. âYouâre a good girl. Iâm sorry about this.â
âItâs not on you,â she whispered.
Jase didnât turn around, his hands pressed hard to the scarred Formica. He heard the creak of the door as it opened and shut, not the angry bang he expected but a soft click that tore a hole in his gut. Still he didnât move.
The chair scraped as his father stood. He moved behind Jase to take the bowl out of the microwave. For several minutes the only sound was the spoon clinking and the rustle of a newspaper.
âShe doesnât belong here,â Jase said finally, rubbing his hand over his face as he turned. âEmily works for me now. Thatâs all, Dad. She isnât part of this.â
âThat girl has been a part of you for years,â Declan answered, setting down the spoon in the empty bowl.
Jase felt his eyes widen before he could stop the reaction. Heâd never talked to anyone, especially his father, about his feelings for Emily. He understood Noah knew but had never spoken it aloud.
âIâm a bad drunk,â Declan said with a shrug. âBut I was never blind, and youâre my son. I know you better than you think.â
âEmilyâs in a rough place now. Iâm helping her get back on her feet. Thatâs all.â
âYouâre embarrassed about me and how you grew up.â
Another bit of unspoken knowledge better left in the shadows. âYouâre in a better place, Dad. Iâm proud of you for staying sober.â
Declan choked out a laugh. âIâm the one whoâs proud, Jase. But you take on too much that isnât yours. My reputation and our family history. The way you were raised. Youâve overcome a lot, and you donât need to be ashamed of it. You donât have to make it all better.â
Jase thought about his ancestorâs picture in the town jail and how he wanted his family legacy to be something more than it was. âIf you wonât let me move you to a better house, I respect that decision. But I donât want her here. You need to respect that.â
âFrom what I can tell, Emily Crawford is plenty capable of making her own decisions.â
But she was working for him now. It was what sheâd wanted, and it changed things. Not his need or desire, but his inclination to act on it. âHer name is Emily Whitaker , Dad. She was married. She has a son. Neither one of us is who we were before.â
His father smiled. âI think thatâs the point.â
Chapter Six
E mily looked up from the old rocker on her motherâs front porch at the sound of a car coming down the gravel driveway. It was almost nine at night, and Davey had been asleep close to an hour.
She hadnât expected her mother to return from her date with Max Moore so soon. But when Emily recognized Jaseâs Jeep, her first inclination was to run to the house and shut the door.
Heâd hurt her today, and she hated that anyoneâany manâhad the power to do that. While she understood that Jaseâs reaction had been about his own issues, a part of her still took the blame heâd placed on her. Her faults sometimes felt