and dated that old geezer, flirting on the thin edge of feeling like a whore in order to get Lonnie a place with the line skaters when he was released from prison in a couple of weeks.
She thought she was probably a better friend to him than he was to her. He knew how it would affect her to be petted by some stranger; he knew better than anyone else in the world, and yet he had asked it of her anyway.
But then again, to be fair . . . he was desperate. Lon wouldnât have asked it of her if he wasnât and that was something she understood.
God, more than anything she would like to be able to talk it over with Connieâwhy she was doing this stuff she didnât want to do and how it made her feelâbut how could she? Connie wouldnât understand. Hell, she barely understood it herself. Acting the tease, playing these stupid games, made her feel like a cross between a high-priced hooker and whatâs-her-name in that old TV spy spoofâAgent 99. She didnât know whether to be ashamed of herself or fall over laughing at the absurdity of it all.
At the moment she didnât feel much like laughing.
On the disgraceful side of the scoreboard was her behavior with J. R. Garland, who was the talent agent responsible for most of the performance hiring for the West Coast branch of the Follies. Sheâd been doing her damnedest to sweet-talk him into promising Lon a job when he was paroled from prison, vamping the old guy to beat the band. It was a balancing act of flirtation and letting it be subtly understood that she didnât intend to compromise her morals any more than she was currently doing simply to ensure her friendâs employment. There were definite limits here. She might be linked to Lon by a lot of years and even more shared history, but she wasnât sleeping with any man for his benefit. And Lon knew better than to expect it of her.
On the comic relief side were the moronic espionage games of Lonnieâs that sheâd been playing. Calling him from a pay phone when there was a perfectly good telephone in every hotel room sheâd ever stayed in; burning his letters as soon as sheâd read them. For heavenâs sake, who did he imagine would possibly care what the two of them talked or corresponded about?
Well, sheâd done her part and she had honestly believed sheâd never again have to lie to Connie if queried as to her whereabouts at any given time. When the Follies left San Francisco where J.R. was based, she had thought sheâd seen the last of her role as the intelligence-impaired coquette.
Which is why sheâd about died this afternoon when she received the telephone call from a jovial J. R. Garland, telling her he was in town for business and insisting that she join him for a late supper.
Sasha shuddered, tugged on the microscopic skirt of her black cocktail dress in an attempt to obtain a little more coverage for her thighs, and tossed back a slug of the Baileys Irish Cream the waitress placed before her. She didnât feel particularly good about herself at the moment, and she swore that this was the end of it. No more. Tonight had been the very last time she was putting herself through this bullshit. If Garland opted not to hire Lon after this, that was too damn bad. Lonnieâd gotten himself into trouble without any help from her; he could darn well . . .
âHi, I thought that was you,â a voice, soft and low, interrupted her thoughts. âMind if I join you?â
Sashaâs head jerked up. Standing in front of her booth was Mick Vinicor, looking too damn energetic for words. God above, where did he get all that vitality he perpetually exuded? It made her weary just looking at him. She opened her mouth to tell him yes, she did in fact mind, that she would just as soon be left alone; but he was already sliding in next to her, sitting much closer than was necessary. âMake yourself at home,â Sasha said dryly and took