Jilly.â
âDonât be. Shane will be here soon.â
âIâm sure he will, but you really donât know him very well.â
Oh, for Peteâs sake. It was Gram whoâd helped her come to the conclusion that she needed to stop procrastinating and tell Shane he was going to be a father. And that wasnât the kind of news to spring on him over the telephone.
âShaneâs a nice guy, Gram. Youâd like him if you met him. He used to be a police officer, remember?â
âYes, you mentioned that. But why did he decide to give that job up and go to work on a ranch?â
It probably had something to do with him getting into trouble and being suspended from duty, although Jillian couldnât be sure about that. Last night, on a whim, sheâd done a Google search on Shane Hollister and uncovered an online newspaper article about him. From what sheâd read, heâd gotten too rough with a man heâd arrested.
Her heart had dropped to the pit of her stomach upon that discovery, especially when she spotted a photograph that convinced her that the men were one and the same.
Just the thought that Shane Hollister, the man whoâd loved her with a gentle and expert hand, might harbor a temper or a violent side, set off a wave of nausea. On several occasions, after having too much to drink, Thomas had twisted her arm or given her a shove. So Jillian had kicked herself for not conducting an internet search on Shane sooner.
Sheâd wanted more details, of course, but short of breaking into police headquarters and hunting for his personnel file, she didnât know how or where to look. But she certainly knew someone who did.
Katie Harris, a journalist whoâd been Jillianâs college roommate, now worked for a Dallas newspaper. So Jillian had called her and asked her if she could uncover any more information about the incident that had gotten Shane into trouble with the police department.
Katie had been on her way into the office and had called back within an hour. She hadnât found out too much more, other than the fact that Shane had been reinstated to his position with the HPD. But then, a few months later, heâd resigned for no apparent reason.
While tossing and turning in bed last night, Jillian had vacillated on whether to go through with the plan to meet Shane and tell him about the baby, but sheâd finally decided to give him the benefit of the doubt.
Of course, she wasnât going to share any of that with her grandmother.
âWell, if youâre sure youâre okayâ¦â Gram said doubtfully.
âIâll be fine.â
âOkay, but call me once youâre locked into the motel room for the night.â
âIâll do that.â Jillian glanced toward the entrance, just in time to see Shane saunter through the door, looking more handsome than a cowboy had a right to. âBut Iâve got to go, Gram. Heâs here now.â
And heâd just spotted her.
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When Shane walked into the Stagecoach Inn, he was nearly twenty minutes early. Still, the place was already hopping, even for a Saturday night that was just getting under way. Yet he hadnât gotten two steps inside before heâd spotted Jillian seated at a table for two, looking just as attractive as ever. She was talking on the phone, but as soon as she noticed him, she hung up.
He crossed the scarred oak flooring and made his way to her table. âI see you found the place.â
She smiled. âYouâre right. It was pretty easy, but I have to admit Iâve never been anywhere like this before.â
He figured she meant the honky-tonk, but she could have just as easily been talking about Brighton Valley, as well. âConsider it an adventure.â
âI donât know about that. I havenât felt very adventurous lately.â
He wondered what she meant by that as he quietly observed her. She wore her platinum-blond