perfume on their wrists, and checked out the beads and rings in The Carousel. Finally Shaundra settled on wooden wind chimes which she said her mother could hang outside her bedroom window.
They went into Wendyâs for lunch, taking a booth near the back. âWhat a relief to have that over with,â Shaundra said. She poured ketchup on her burger. âYouâre sort of super-quiet today, Terri. You okay?â
âYes, sure. I have things on my mind.â
âAll the cares of the world. Tell Aunt Shaundra your troubles, my child.â She grabbed Terriâs arm. âTerri, there goes George Torrance!â
âWhere?â Terriâs face warmed.
âOver there, walking past the pretzel shop. Oh my god, heâs stopping to buy a pretzel.â
âDonât point, Shaundra.â
âIâm not pointing . Do you think he sees us? Do you see him? Do you see him?â
âI see him,â Terri said. âHeâs with Christopher.â
âIsnât he darling ?â Shaundra said.
âGeorge or Christopher?â
âBoth of them!â
âI thought you said George had greasy hair.â
âIâve changed my mind. I think heâs very nice. I was talking to him the other day, and I decided Iâm going to do everything I can to bring you two together.â
âShaundra! You didnât say anything about me?â
âDonât worry, Iâm not that dumb.â
Terri slid her bracelets up and down her arm. âShaundraâwe are best friends, arenât we?â
âYes, of course.â Shaundra bit into her hamburger. âThatâs why I like George now.â
âYes, but I donât mean that. We should be able to telleach other anything, donât you think?â
âYes,â Shaundra said with her mouth full. âArenât you going to eat?â
Terri took a small bite of her cheeseburger. âI want to ask you something. What if someone you thought you knew everything about . . . really knew . . . what if you found out that person did something that was, that was bad ?â
Shaundra leaned forward. âTerri, are you in trouble?â
âNo, not me . Someone else. What if it was your father that did the something badââ
âHe did,â Shaundra said. âHe divorced my mother!â
âI mean something much worse.â
âWhatâs worse than that? Murder?â
Terri set her bun down on the plate. The smell of the fried potatoes rising from the paper cone made her feel nauseous. She pushed them away.
âHey, Terriââ Shaundra slid down in her seat. âAre you sick or something? You donât look too good.â
âShaundraâif I tell you something, will you swear never to tell anyone?â Shaundra nodded. âYouâve got to swear,â Terri said. Shaundra nodded again and held up her hand. Terri didnât want to think about her father by herself anymore. She told Shaundra what she had overheard and what she had figured out. It was hard to say. âI think . . . my father killed that man.â She wanted to call the words back.
âTerri, do you really think it happened that way?â There were little dots of sweat on Shaundraâs upper lip.
âI donât knowââ She felt like crying. âI donât know, but what else could it be?â
âOh, god,â Shaundra said. âThatâs terrible.â She leaned forward. âIâve heard my father say thereâs murder in everyoneâs heart. I thought that was gross, but maybe itâs true. Oh, Terri. I donât know what to say.â
Terri turned her head. âDonât say anything. I donât want to talk about it anymore.â
âAll right, we wonât then. Weâll talk about other stuff. Iâll tell you about my seven loves.â
âSeven?â Terri managed a weak smile. âI thought it was