six.â
âThereâs a new one. Rory Ross. Isnât that sweet?â
Terri smiled, a forced smile. She hardly heard anything Shaundra said. Had she made a bad mistake telling Shaundra her fatherâs secret? If the police found out, they would come for him. She pushed aside the cold cheeseburger. The congealed meat spilling out of the bun looked like blood. Where was her father now? Home? With Nancy? Doing their shopping? It didnât matter. If the police wanted him, theyâd find him. She had told Shaundra too much. Shaundraâs father was a policeman.
What if Shaundra said to him, Pop, I have a friend who thinks her father killed someone a long time ago . And what if Shaundraâs father, the detective father, said, This sounds like an interesting case . . . and came with a gun and handcuffs . . .
âDaddy.â Her lips silently formed the word. Daddy, youâre right, I donât have to know . . . whatever you did, keep the secret. Donât tell me. I donât care. Letâs just go, letâs leave this town, letâs go right now so they wonât ever find you . . .
âTerri. Terri?â Shaundra shook her arm. âWhatâs the matter ?â
âI was just . . .â Her palms were soaked. âI was just thinking . . . Shaundra, you wonât ever say anything about my father to anyone?â
âI told you I wouldnât, Terri.â
âNot anyone?â
âI wonât. I promise you. I wonât! Please donât feel so bad. Maybe itâs not what you said at all. You know, you said yourself your father couldnât hurt anyone.â She put her hand over Terriâs and Terri felt comforted for the moment, and close to her friend.
EIGHT
âOkay, class,â Mr. Higgens said, âsettle down.â Tall, gaunt, with strings of wispy hair plastered to his skull, he was Terriâs favorite teacher. âI hope you have all come prepared to write an article for our newspaper. Remember, the paper weâre going to put together in the next couple weeks will include everything covered by a regular newspaper. Features, sports stories, cartoons, plenty of columns. Whoâs going to be our Ann Landers? Volunteers? No? Lizbet?â He grinned fiercely at a big blonde girl sitting near the window. âWeâll call it Dear Lizbet.â
âNot me,â Lizbet said, reddening.
âWeâre going to put out a newspaper,â Mr. Higgens went on, unperturbed, âand itâs going to be interesting. Nothing boring for us. Our articles are going to be written with verve, style, and wit. Everybody ready to be witty and stylish? Not to speak of vervish?â
Terri laughed along with everyone else, enjoying Mr. Higgensâ performance. He rubbed his hands together. âNow, to sell this paper, what we really need is a nice juicy murder story on page one to grab our readers.â
Terriâs enjoyment vanished abruptly. For a few momentsshe had managed to forget about her father. Now it all came back. A feeling of frustration and nothingness swept over her. She sat up rigidly. She had to think, not drown in a sea of self-pity. This morning, Shaundra had said, âGrown-ups want you to turn off your mind. Thirteen? So what? They think thirteen is still sucking your thumb.â
At home, Terriâs father acted as he always did . . . but, perhaps, not exactly. Sheâd caught him looking at her a bit more keenly than usual, almost measuring her. Was he wondering if she had followed orders? Forget it, Terri , heâd said.
She doodled on notepaper, wrote âDaddy,â and next to it, âTerri,â then cartooned a little tyke clutching at her fatherâs knee with an amiable grin. âI am your typical good little girl,â she wrote in a balloon over the little tykeâs head. Then, a few strokes of the pencil and the little tykeâs grin turned a shade evil. The little tyke was