attention from sliding down and increasing the fury reddening her cheeks. âExcept you took what I told you about my mother and twisted it into a tale to amuse dairy maids and hack drivers.â
âI took something youâve been ashamed of and made it into something you could be proud of. I thought youâd be pleased.â
âYou were wrong.â She glowered at him like a schoolmarm ready to switch a naughty student, except she was the kind of woman who filled a young manâs fantasies, not his nightmares.
âNo one will see you in Lady Matilda, or think her story has anything to do with yours. I hid it too well.â
âOf course they will, especially when they realise weâre acquainted with one another.â She whirled around, her blue dress fluttering about the curve of her hips as she marched to the door.
âMiss Domville, wait.â She didnât stop, but took hold of the wrought-iron handle. He couldnât let her go. âI wonât publish the story if it troubles you so much.â
She released the handle. It dropped against the door with a thud as she turned to him, as astonished by his offer as he was. âYou wonât publish it?â
âI wonât make money off your unease.â Even if he lost everything else, his word and his honour would still be his, heâd make sure of it. âIn fact, you may keep this copy of the manuscript.â
He held out the journal to her, his grip tight on the paper as the full weight of what heâd volunteered to do settled over him.
She returned to him and took the story out of his outstretched hand. âAnd your original copy? How do I know you wonât send it to your publisher after I leave?â
âIâll burn it, now, so you can be sure.â
âYouâd do such a thing, for me?â She clasped the journal to her chest and for a moment he was jealous of the book resting against her soft curves.
âYes.â He picked up the stack of loose pages and tapped them twice against his palm, hesitating before he tossed them into the grate beside him. The gesture burned him as much as the flames did the parchment. Lady Matildaâs story had been a godsend after months of nothing. Now he was no better off than before. âIt was never my intention to betray your trust.â
She watched with him while his words turned to ashes. âThen why did you write it?â
âBecause, until the day you came here, I hadnât been able to write a single useful word for months. With the exception of Lady Matildaâs story, I still canât.â He looked at her, noting how the light from the rising flames consuming the manuscript reflected in her clear eyes. Heâd hidden his failing from everyone, from his mother to Mr Berkshire. It was a relief to finally admit it someone.
âIâm sorry, I didnât realise.â Nor did she offer to let him publish her copy of the work. He wouldnât ask her either. Heâd made a pledge to her, and he would keep it, as he had all the others heâd made to himself, his mother and to Leticiaâs memory, no matter how much it hurt.
âItâs all right. Iâll write something else.â
She flicked a glance at the wads of papers scattered around his chair. âHow?â
Thatâs what Iâd like to know .
Warren watched the flames die down, their new fuel spent. Miss Domvilleâs playing had bolstered him like Leticiaâs encouraging letters used to do when heâd written in the semi-darkness of the ship. The influence Miss Domvilleâs playing had exerted over his creativity had left with her. In the last few days, since finishing Lady Matilda, heâd tried everything he could think of to reclaim it, even hiring a young man from the village church to play while heâd worked, but it hadnât been the same. Thereâd been something about her presence, as at Lady
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