up and eyed her expectantly. âYour turn.â
Jani considered a display of innocence, but decided confusion more believable. âMy turn for what?â
âIâm not the only one laying bare my soul here, am I? Be fair.â
âWhat do you want to know?â
âThe story behind that pearl. He showed it to me on the way here. Told me he bought it, but we both know thatâs a joke. He never paid for anything in his life.â Val straightened his legs and examined his dust-covered shoes. âI read his MedRec once, remember? I know he keeps souvenirs of events in his life he considers memorable.â
Crap . Now it was her turn to shudder, to hem and haw. âWhat makes you think the pearlâs mine?â
âI have my reasons, which I will explain after you tell me the story behind it.â
Jani felt the heat creep up her neck. âItâs from my dowry.âShe fielded Valâs surprised look. âMy parents turned over my dowry to me when they first came to Chicago, and one of the pieces was a pearl necklace.â She paused. âOneâ¦night, I wore it duringâ¦â
âDuringâ¦?â Val leaned toward her. âDuring a fire drill? During charades? What?â
Jani tried closing her eyes, but images flashed that she didnât want to see at that moment. Instead, she concentrated on a scatter of stones at her feet. âI wore it to bed. I had worn it that evening, and didnât take it off. During a particularly active moment, Lucienâ¦yanked on it, and the string broke. Pearls everywhere. If Iâd known they hadnât been tied properly, I never would have worn them. Those damned things turned up under the furniture for months.â She shrugged, forced herself to look Val in the face. âSee? No big revelatory episode. Just something Iâm sure he saved to embarrass me.â
âProbably.â Val sighed. His mood seemed lighter, as though her confession had bought him some degree of dispensation. âWhy did we let him get under our skin? Weâre grown-ups. We should have known better.â
âThey tell you everything you want to hear, and they know how to show you the face you want to see. Even when you know in your bones that you canât trust them, you still try, because you canât accept the fact that they canât feel and that thereâs nothing they wonât do to ensure their survival.â Jani rocked to the side until she bumped against him. âGuess who told me that?â
âDirty pool, Jan.â
âIâd just let him into my home when I knew he had set me up to be killed. You tried to warn me.â
âBut I was wrong. You figured out later that he had blocked the attempt. He pushed you out of the way, took the shot himself. He saved your life.â Val frowned. âGranted, he was the one who got you into trouble in the first place.â He raked a hand through his hair, then sat forward and buried his face in his hands. âOh, crap .â
âHe leaves behind wreckage wherever he goesâcompared to some, you got off easy. Youâre here, in one piece. No one shot at you. Youâre a bit chastened, but youâll get over it.â Jani held out her hand. âYou survived. Congratulations and welcome to the club.â
âHip, hip, hooray.â Val sat up. âRemember when I said that I knew the pearl had to have belonged to you?â He took her hand and squeezed it, then continued to hold it. âAbout four days out, he started pulling away. Moved his things out of my cabin. He said that he needed to prepare for Niall, but I knew that was bullshit. As if any amount of prep in that regard would do him any good.â
Jani tried to reclaim her hand, but Val had it locked up tight. âI wonder how Mako was able to shove him down Niallâs throat consideringââ
âDonât change the subject.â Val glowered a