Hotel in midtown. The hotel had loomed in her memory since she was little. That autumn afternoon, she and her mother had just run an errand when Marisol had to pee.
âWait til we get home,â her mother had said. She was pregnant with Cristina, and just starting to show.
âThey gotta have a toilet in there.â Marisol had pointed to La Fleur. Such a big building, with people going in and out, certainly there would be a baño inside.
âItâs for rich people,â her mother had told her in Spanish.
âI canât hold it,â Marisol had said.
â Coño, mija ,â her mother had cursed, but then had taken a deep breath.
Her mother took off her head scarf and shook out her hair. Then she removed her shabby coat and folded it over her arm. She put a hand under Marisolâs chin and tilted the childâs head back so their eyes met. âStand up straight. Stay by me, and donât look around.â
âI have to go really bad,â Marisol said, on the verge of tears.
âI know, corazón ,â her mother said. âSo weâre going to pretend we live here. And pretend we know where the bathroom is.â She ran her fingers through Marisolâs unruly hair. âWe canât ask anyone, because we donât want to make them mad, okay?â
âOkay,â Marisol said. âTheyâll be mad because they only have one bathroom?â
Marisolâs mother laughed. âNo, mi amor . Because . . . because theyâre rich. They have more bathrooms than they need, but they donât like to be close to anyone.â
Her mother crossed herself. She never went to church, but she genuflected when she was worried. âItâll be okay, nena . Itâs an adventure.â
Marisolâs first midtown theft. Unauthorized use of a four-star-hotel toilet at age six. She was dying to gaze at the marble floors and chandeliers and velvet couches. In her peripheral vision, she glimpsed flower arrangements taller than she was.
The toilet had felt exactly the same as the one in her apartment. She didnât understand the big deal. Afterward, they giggled all the way to the F train.
Nearly twenty years later, she had stayed at the hotel as the guest of a wealthy media mogul from Barcelona. While he was in his business meeting, she sat in the lobby for over three hours, gazing at the delicious, once-forbidden sights.
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The sun was setting when Marisol walked into La Fleur Hotel for the gala. Under her winter coat, she wore the emerald gown that had been altered to fit her perfectly. A fifties-starlet style in raw silk that flattered her hourglass figure, with spaghetti straps, a low neckline, and a narrow skirt that flared below the knee. Her invincibility shoes were hidden beneath the skirtâs tulle. Her hair was swept up in a French twist, and the pearls at her wrist and ears flattered her dark hair and light brown skin.
The sign in the lobby read:
Gala Fund-Raiser
MarÃa de la Vega Health Clinic
7 PM Grand Ballroom
âWe finally made it to the big time,â Eva said to Marisol. They looked through the open double doors into the Grand Ballroom, with its high ceiling, chandeliers, velvet walls, and plush carpet.
âMs. Rivera,â the director of special events greeted her with an outstretched hand. âLetâs do a quick walk-through to make sure everything is to your specifications.â
The two of them surveyed the event from the mezzanine level. White tables made a polka-dot pattern on the ballroomâs dark carpeting.
The gala was the first in a series of fund-raisers for a clinic endowment. They aimed for fifty million in ten years. Then, after they paid off the clinicâs mortgage, they could use endowment interest for operationsâmaking them independent of grants and donors.
The sign at the front table said: âGive now. Give big. And your money will keep giving for you.â All funds donated
Robert Silverberg, Damien Broderick