this was a habit he might never break, he looked up to the corner of the bleachers where his father had always been, home or away.
It was empty.
That wiped the smile off Tommyâs face. In that moment, though, he surprised himself. He didnât feel sad. Just really mad all of a sudden. Like he wanted to take out everything that had happened to him in the last week on the Watertown Titans. He could feel his heart beating inside his chest, could feel himself taking great, big, deep breaths as he walked over and took his position to Greckâs right, his fists clenched.
Greck must have been watching him, because he turned and said, âYou okay?â
Tommy threw one of Greckâs favorite words back at him: âGorgeous.â
It was third and nine for the Titans. If the Bears could get a stop here, theyâd get the ball back with enough time to try to tie or win the game. When they broke their huddle, Kevin was in the shotgun. Coach went through his hand signals like a third-base coach in baseball, finally putting out one finger as he dragged his hand across his shirt. It meant he was signaling a straight blitz,from all three of his linebackers, telling them to just pick a lane and go, ready to force the action one more time.
With the game on the line, Tommy, a monster back, wanted more than anything to make a
monster
play.
Tommy knew he had Kevinâs cadences down cold by now. Sometimes you didnât just read with your eyes. You read with your ears, too.
But Tommy didnât trust himself to try to jump the count, afraid of getting an offsides penalty. He came hard when the ball was snapped, but heâd lost something by not jumping the count. Still, he blew right past the Titansâ left tackle, the blind-side tackle, giving him a head fake like he might go outside, but went inside instead. As Kevin stepped into his throw, Tommy was raising his own arms at the same time, trying to get a piece of the ball.
But he whiffed on it, and Kevin got the pass off just in time. Tommy was a step late, because heâd hesitated just enough right before the snap.
The pass sailed through the air, intended for the Titansâ tight end . . . and landed out of bounds.
Before Tommy could stop himself, though, his momentum took his body forward, and he landed on Kevin as Kevin finished his follow-through. Tommy tried to wrap Kevin up and keep him from falling. It wasnât even that hard a hitâTommy had put enough good licks on quarterbacks since heâd started playing football to know the difference. But Kevin fell backward and out of Tommyâs grasp, trying to make sure the ref thoughtit was a late hit. The contact seemed so much worse than it had actually been.
And Kevin got exactly what he wanted.
Whistle, flag.
Tommy would have been better off jumping offsides.
Another fifteen yards, another Titansâ first down on what shouldâve been the end of a drive, because of a Bears penalty.
No, check that. Not a Bears penalty. A Tommy Gallagher penalty.
Tommy didnât help Kevin to his feet, because he was watching the ref walk off the penalty, like the ref had broken into the clear with the ball, and there was nothing Tommy could do to stop him.
Tommy heard Kevin say, âTough break.â
Tommy turned to him and said, âTough acting job.â
âWhatâs that mean?â
âFigure it out.â
âAre you accusing me of flopping?â Kevin said.
âNo need to accuse you of something I saw with my own eyes.â
âRight,â Kevin said. âGuess I mustâve hit myself late.â
Without another word he headed back to his huddle and Tommy walked slowly back to his. He shouldâve been walking back to the Bearsâ sideline watching the Titansâ punt team come on the field. But the Bearsâ defense stayed on the field and that was squarely on Tommyâs shoulders.
The Titans kept the drive going, getting
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