past the neighborhood boys.
Then, out of the blue, Mickey asked me, âHey, what did you do all day anyway, with that cast on your leg? Iâd kill myself if I had to just sit in a chair.â
âMe? Nothing.â It reminded me of my injury though, and how my knee hurt, and I rubbed off all the makeup and took my crutch and went to my bed. âI sat here too.â I meant, not just in a chair.
âSee? Iâd die. You sat on a bed and a chair.â
I shrugged, âItâs not so bad. You can read a book. You can write a letter.â
Mickey brightened. âYou wrote a letter? Who to? A love letter?â
I didnât really know what to call it, so I didnât answer. You know, you donât want to lie. But my silence made her suspicious.
âIt better not be to Thomas.â
I shook my head it wasnât, but it just made her more curious.
âReally. Whoâd you write it to? Was it Thomas? It was, wasnât it?â
â No.â
âYou did so! You wrote it to Thomas!â
âI wrote it to my grandfather!â
Mickey blinked at me in the mirror. âBut. But I thought both your grandfathers are dead.â
âWell, they are.â
âThen ⦠then how did you write them a letter?â
âIn my head. I just wrote it in my head.â
âButâ¦â
I wasnât too crazy to explain it to her further. But she was kind of waiting to hear it, you could tell. She was staring at me pretty hard in the mirror. I said, âRelax, I just wrote it in my head.â
She still just stood there staring at me, though. But eventually she asked, âWell, then which one did you write it to?â
âMy fatherâs father.â
âThe one who gave you this house for a dollar?â
I nodded. âI really liked him. Besides, I owed him a thank-you note.â I was wearing the pearls, and took them out from under my tee shirt to show her. Of course, I had already told her all about them on the phone.
Mickey nodded they were nice, and went back to applying makeup. But after that, she kind of kept one eye fixed on me through the mirror.
Then I remembered what else Iâd done today. I felt so close to Mickey by now, what with all the talking weâd done, I thought I could say anything. Even ideas that were all messed up and just half formed. âI also thought about what to do about poor people.â
Mascara wand stopped midair, Mickey said, âWho? Whoâs poor?â
âPoor people. Theyâre everywhere. I almost fixed the problem though.â I grinned at her via the mirror. âI thought so long and hard about it, I almost gave the whole world a makeover.â
She carefully closed the mascara wand, not to clump it. âThat sounds like fun.â
âIâm not kidding. I actually solved world poverty. But then the doorbell rang and the mailman came. And now I have to start all over again.â
âOh boy.â She opened the mascara wand again. I guess sheâd decided to start that all over again.
âThe thing I think about poverty is, Iâm not so sure it should be, like, acceptable. You know what I mean?â
But then, having said that much, I couldnât even begin to remember my original solution to the problem. I began to feel that the idea Iâd had about making everyone rich now might elude me forever. I began to blame it on the post office. I began to wonder how many brilliant solutions to global problems had been lost because of the post office. Because the world is full of mail trucks screeching up driveways, doorbells piercing into the void, men in blue suits delivering bad news, wrecking your hopes and dreams, ruining everything.
âI mean, Mickey, nothingâs black and white, right? So why does poverty always win?â
No, that wasnât what I was trying to say either, not at all. I was never going to remember the solution now. But then I thought I