up on the screen.
âHeyâeverything all right?â she asked, trying not to sound breathless and finding it pathetically easy.
âHi, honey. I just wanted to say congratulations again. Your father and I are just so thrilled. And I canât wait to start planning with you. But,â Meryl paused, âI also wanted to give you a heads-up. Jo and Caroline broke up. Sheâs devastated.â
âOh no! Is that why she didnât show up tonight?â
âApparently. Iâm hearing this all secondhand from Meg.â
Amy frowned. Of course Jo called Meg first. Jo had always idolized her eldest sister, and Megâdespite her impatience with Amyâalways had time for the beautiful baby of the family.
âIâll call her in the morning. I promise,â Amy said. âLove you.â
She hung up and set her phone to Do Not Disturb except for Joâs mobile number. Just in case.
âJo and Caroline broke up,â she said to Andy.
He nodded sympathetically. âThat sucks.â
âSheâs devastated,â Amy said.
He pulled her close. âWeâre very lucky to have each other.â
âI know,â she said, pulling on her T-shirt and rolling away from him.
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Jo woke, dry-mouthed and overheated, under a heavy down comforter. Groggily she pushed herself up and reached for the water glass on her bedside table. It took her a few seconds to remember where she was and why, and then it all came rushing back to her. She moaned, quickly blinking away the tears that threatened to start falling again.
She glanced at the other side of the bed. Toby wasnât there. She groped around in the dark for her handbag and retrieved her phone.
Finally, in a darkness broken only by the glow of her phone, she dialed Carolineâs number. It went straight to voice mail. She imagined Carolineâs phone in its purple plastic case, sitting on some strange nightstand in some strange guyâs apartment.
âI canât go through this alone,â she whispered, her voice cracking. âI canât do this without you. What am I supposed to do, Caroline?â Starting to cry, she hung up.
She quickly gulped down her water and stepped shakily out of bed. Tears blurring everything, she stumbled over her shoes as she wandered into the living room. Toby was asleep on one of the couches. She crouched in front of him, willing him to wake up.
When he didnât, she touched his arm. âTobe?â she said.
He stirred. âWhatâs wrong?â
âI donât want to be alone,â she said, voice wavering.
He sat up, running his hand through his mop of blond hair. âAw, Jo. Itâs going to be okay.â
âWill you keep me company?â she asked.
âYeah, all right. God, my head hurts.â
He followed her into the bedroom.
Jo crawled back under the covers on her side, and Toby fell under heavily on his side. She lay flat on her back, staring into the darkness of the ceiling. âI just left her a message,â Jo said.
âNot a good move,â Toby sighed. âThough, I blame myself.â
âWhat? What are you talking about?â
âFriends donât let friends drunk dial.â
âIâm sober.â
âThen thereâs no excuse.â
She groaned, turning her back to him.
âIâm trying to bring some levity to the situation,â he said.
Her crying grew louder.
âOh, Joâcome here.â
She didnât move, her body shaking with sobs.
Toby rolled closer, draping an arm over her, spooning her, pulling her in tight. âI know youâre hating life right now. But itâs going to be okay, Jo. Look, how many people end up with the person they dated in college? It doesnât happenânot in New York, at least.â He kissed the back of her head. âTry to get some sleep.â
He moved away, and she turned, grabbing his arm. âNo,