her was when rescue came, when she was in the ER, huddled with James . . . I bite hard into my lip.
âWhere is he?â I say, quivering. I want to cry. I want to strangle him.
She lifts my backpack from the floor and drops it on my bedside. âYou look awful. âDonât know if Iâll be able to pretty you up. Shame how thisââ
âWhere is he, Evelyn?â
âWhere is who?â she asks. She unzips the pack. âYou have nobody to blame but yourself, you know? Donât suppose you have makeup in here? Never were much concerned with keeping up appearances.â
While she investigates my pack, throwing barbs whenever she can, I focus on making sense of her words in an effort to stave off the looming darkness. âNobody to blame but yourself?â James and Evelyn knew about our hideout on Saint Matthew Island, so why did Oren and his Diocletians wait to pounce? After we left, there was no guarantee he would find us again. Nobody knew our locationâ
Until I panicked in the escape crate and attempted to contact every dragon I knew. Told them where we were headed.But why the subterfuge? Why flush us out? Why not capture Allie on the island beforehand?
âThose mental cogs of yours still clunking along, Sarah?â Evelyn asks, checking my fake driverâs license. She flings it to the ground. âYouâll thank me later. Preston got your worst side.â
She wets a pair of towels at the sink, returns to the bedside, and vigorously scrubs dried blood off my face. She drapes the towels over my handcuffs, then pulls a ski cap from somewhere inside her cloak and tugs it down over my CENSIR.
âWell, youâre presentable. I guess. Be on your best behavior. Twenty-Oneâs enough of a pain in the ass when sheâs in a good mood.â
Sheâs at the door when I cave. âWhy, Evelyn?â
âIf you canât figure that out, youâre even dumber than you look.â
Before I can make any sense of her parting shot, Allie bounds into the room, all hops and skips and squeals. She jumps onto the bed and nuzzles into my chest. I groan, and she pulls back.
âMr. O said not to touch you because youâre hurt and I already screwed up.â Her smile returns with a delighted laugh. âIâm so glad youâre okay, Melissa. Did you hear about the dragons? Mr. O says that when you get better, you canjoin us at HQâthatâs what Mr. O calls it. We can all be together like weâre supposed to. And we donât have to be afraid of anything again. Weâll be safe. We need to convince Arabelle. Sheâs being stubborn and wonât talk to me.â
She is so full of joy. It makes my own smile that much harder. âDonât worry. Iâll set her straight. Now come on, give me a hug. A real one this time.â
She wraps her arms around my neck and presses her cheek to mine. I relax to the pain in my ribs, allowing her slight weight to sink into me. When I can feel her heart beating above mine, I close my eyes. Behind the lilac of the shampoo, thereâs the faint smell of iron that will grow stronger in the company of Greens, and the hint of woodsmoke and winter that I always associate with Baby.
This is how I will remember her. At peace. Content.
âTime to go, dear,â Oren says from the doorway.
Allie kisses my cheek. âSee you soon.â
âYep. Be good. I love you.â
She waves once, and then she is gone.
âPlease donât do this. Iâll do anything you want. Just leave her out of this. Please.â
Oren gives me a rueful smile. âMove on with your life, Melissa.â
After he leaves, I let myself cry.
10
âDo you understand your rights as they have been read to you?â
The sheriff repeats himself as a shift in light pulls my attention to the shadowed figure in the doorway. Claire? Her ghost here to take vengeance on me? A waking nightmare? I hope for