the former. She skulks toward us and presses a finger to her lips. No worries, I will not make a peep. She reaches Sheriff and snaps his neck in one quick motion.
Sheriff falls, and through the wetness that clings to my eyes, I see that the shadow is Colin. He removes the towel over my left hand and inserts a broken hairclip into the handcuff keyhole. After unclasping the second one, he rolls up my cap.
He retrieves defibrillator paddles from the wall and placesthem against the CENSIR. The machine emits a gradient whine, then beeps. He brushes his lips to my forehead. âStay with me, okay? This will hurt.â
A jolt of hell blasts through me. When awareness returns, Iâm in Colinâs arms and the CENSIRâs off. He presses me close and carries me through the hospital, past a deputy sprawled on the floor with his head turned the wrong way, Nurse Frown weeping in a chair, several people huddled in a group, and a couple of shrieking kids whose father got devoured by a dragon.
Outside, the sunâs sitting on the horizon, and Iâm not sure whether itâs rising or falling. He loads me into an ambulance, buckles me in, and says something about getting us to safety. We drive off, the sky darkens. I stare out the window at a world that seems tranquil. Rebuild the burned-down house across the way, fix the wrecked Jeep we just drove past, clean the random spatters of blood and mounds of dragon crap, and Dillinghamâs good as new.
If only humans could be repaired so readily.
âYou okay?â Colin asks.
When I donât reply, he proceeds to tell me his strategy for our escape and rendezvous with Lokiâs Grunts. I hear maybe half the words, provide him my limited information.
Somewhere in all of his talking, heâs put his hand on my thigh, and he keeps glancing at me. I think heâs worried Imight open the door and jump. No, Mom taught me better than that. If youâre gonna go out, do it in a blaze of martyrdom for the entire world to see.
But the worldâs seen enough of me already, and Iâve seen more of it than I ever planned. Iâm done with all this. When we get to Denver or wherever, Iâll leave Baby in the hands of the competent, and Iâll go visit Dad and hopefully Sam. Iâll stay with them as long as I can. And Iâll make sure to have a gun with me at all times in caseâ
Kill emotion, human. Her voice is strained and distant.
âGrackel!â
âSheâs alive?â Colin says.
I nod. Are you okay? Where are you?
Do not worry about this one. You cannot even take care of yourself. Her growl echoes through my head. I wake and find myself buried in the darkness of rubble because of the invisible monsters. My tail is shattered, my back foot is missing, and my fire fails me. This is manageable, but then I hear you acting as if the world is over.
They took Allie.
Cry some more, then. What good will that do her?
Iâm glad youâre alive, Grackel, but I donât need your lectures right now.
Block me, she says, knowing full well I canât in my current mood.
Leave me alone.
She does, for about a minute. Your boyfriend tried to talk to me. Is that what you need, human? A knight to protect you?
For a moment, I think she means James, but then I remember Colinâs a dragon talker, too.
I know what youâre doing. It wonât work. I lost her, Grackel. I promised Iâd protect her, and I failed.
You behave as if she is dead already. And what of Arabelle? Will you abandon her to your sullen reverie?
What can I do? I donât have an army. I canât protect Baby. I canât even protect myself.
Give up then. Call it over and go home. Oh, wait, you have no home. You are stranded with yourself. I do feel bad for you now. I shall let you wallow, for I should conserve my energy for something useful. I cannot believe I sacrificed my beautiful tail for the likes of a coward such as yourself.
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