sounds close.
âWhatâ?â Chris gasps in my ear. An answering howl rises up again. With many voices.
âWolves,â I tell him.
âI know itâs wolves,â Chris hisses. âIâve heard them on TV. But itâs so different when theyâre
live
. Actually right
there
in the dark.â
Chris shuffles and his knee jabs me in the ribs. âWhoa, my arm hairs are standing up! Man thatâs spooky. They sound like theyâre right in camp.â
The dogs rustle nervously outside so I push aside the flap on the sled bag and sit up. Freezing air attacks me. Once Iâm out of the dimness of the canvas bag, I see the cloudless night sky lighting our campsite with the glow from the stars and half a moon. The hairs in my nostrils stiffen as I inhale.
I see the outlines of all six dogs nestled in a row beside us, but I shine my headlight at them to make sure theyâre okay. Their eyes glow back at me. I point the light into the gloom around us, half expecting to see many more shining eyes, but there is nothing. The howling ends abruptly and once again itâs dead quiet except for the cracking trees.
The embers from the fire are comforting. I wish I could toss more wood on from here, but Iâm already shivering again. I scoot back into the bag, shutting off the light, and close the top flap.
âThatâs the wild letting us know it isnât sleeping.â
âHuh?â
âWe have to be aware of things all the time. Respect it. Maybe the wolves are just passing through,â I say loudly. âWe should make noise to let them know weâre here.â
Chris bursts into singing at the top of his voice. âThere was an old lady who swallowed a fly. I donât know why, she swallowed the fly . . . â
I endure another few minutes of Chrisâs campfire songs before he winds down. The dogs have settled now, too. As if the singing comforted them. The thought warms my insides.
âI used to sing all the time when I was younger,â Chris says. âMy buddy Cam and I even talked about starting a band. I play guitar, he plays drums. I used to go to his apartment sometimes on the weekends and weâd play video games and practice for our future stardom as musicians.â
Chris shifts slightly to his right, which means I have to shift, too. We both uncurl then curl like two dragonflies in a hard wind.
âHe had the tallest bunk beds Iâve ever slept in. The top bunk was his older brotherâs, but he moved out. So when I stayed over, thatâs where I slept. Iâm not cool with heights, but I never told him that. Just climbed up to the top of those beds.
âThen one night I woke from a bad dream. I jumped up and the ceiling fan got me in the head. I still have the scar.â
Chris grabs my hand in the dark and guides it to his forehead. I touch a small, thin bump along his hairline that I hadnât noticed before. I feel along the ridges for a moment longer than I need to, and suddenly drop my hand.
âYeah, nice scar.â
I briefly think of telling him about the time I took three dogs with my bike. I had wanted to try Bean in lead. But for some crazy reason, I decided itâd be even more fun with Drift and Gazoo. The first three minutes were the wildest of my life. We tore out of the yard while I perched on the bike with a death grip and wide eyes. The rest of the time I spent on my face dragging along the dirt road. By the time I got them back to the house, my coveralls were ripped to shreds, and I was covered in mud and blood. I still have the scars running down the left side of my belly. Heat creeps up my neck as I think of showing that to Chris.
âIâve got one here.â I surprise myself by sticking my hand in Chrisâs to show him my index finger. His warm fingers run over mine as he searches for my scar.
âWhen I was young, I was feeding peanuts to a squirrel in our backyard.