family.â
âOh no! Itâs dead easy. All you have to do is stand there, really, and say that youâve agreed to be her godmother. No, itâs just that Craigâs asked someone to be Chloeâs godfather.â
âO-kay.â Why did she have a bad feeling about this? She didnât know a lot about modern day christenings, but surely it was normal that there be both a godfather and a godmother? Why was Tracey making out like it was such a big deal? Unless . . . The hackles on the back of her neck stood to attention. âDoes this someone have a name?â
âWell, itâs Luke, actually.â
âLuke.â She knew it. âAs in Luke Trenorden, you mean.â
Traceyâs lips pulled tight over her teeth, her eyes more than a little worried. âThat wonât be a problem, will it? I mean, itâs been ages, after all.â
Pip shook her head, not to say no, but because if she shook it long enough, something might shake loose that could make sense of all this. Because nothing was making sense so far. âYou seriously want me and Luke to be Chloeâs godparents. Me and Luke. The two of us. Together.â
âWell, yeah. Lukeâs Craigâs choice, and youâre mine.â
âWhat about Fi? Why not ask her?â
âSheâs already godmother to both Ben and Callan. I could hardly ask her again. And besides, youâre here and it would be so nice.â
Nice.
Pip had an idea about what comprised nice and Luke Trenorden didnât feature anywhere in it. âI was really hoping not to bump into Luke while I was here.â And already she had. Already she had to cope with the discovery that he wasnât looking middle-aged and porky. The thought of having to rub shoulders with him again . . .
âMaybe itâs time you two buried the hatchet. You used to be so close.â
â Used to be being the operative words there, Trace.â
âYeah, but all that was a long time ago.â
âAnd Iâm still angry with him! Besides which, I donât think Sharon will be too impressed if I do it. I still remember her glaring at me at Fiâs wedding, like she was worried the ghost of girlfriends past was going to snatch away her prize catch from under her nose.â
Tracey looked up. âOh. You didnât hear?â
âHear what?â
âSharonâs gone. Left Luke a good three or four years back.â
âWhat? Why?â
Her friend shrugged. âWho knows? Apparently she started seeing this guy while they were still married and now sheâs shacked up with him in Adelaide somewhere.â
âThe bitch!â
âYeah, well, Luke seems to be blessed with women who cut and run.â
Oh, no. She wasnât about to let herself be shoved in the same box as a woman who had been unfaithful to him. âCome on, Trace, thatâs a bit harsh.â
âIs it? You left him high and dry too. You walked away and left him.â
âItâs hardly the same thing. I wasnât being unfaithful. I didnât just walk out on him for no reason. He let me down too.â
âPip, it was hardly his fault.â
âHe knew, dammit. He knew and he never said.â
âI know. But would you really have wanted to hear, even if he had told you?â
She shook her head and this time it was to deny Tracey the reply she knew her friend was looking for. Because she would have wanted to know. Anyone in the same position would have wanted to know.
Tracey didnât wait for her to answer, just gathered up Chloe in her arms and said, âGod, Iâm sorry, Pip, I shouldnât have said anything and now Iâve gone and upset you on your first day back. And thatâs the last thing I wanted to do. Iâm really just so glad youâre here. Truly. You decide what you want to do and let me know.â
She gave her shoulder a squeeze and Pip listened numbly while she told her