our walk. Thanks for coming with me.â
âAnytime.â Annie gave her a hug. âIâll be praying for you today.â
âThank you.â
Sylvia watched as the girl tromped across the yard and headed home.
Somehow, she didnât feel the heaviness she had felt earlier that morning. She felt equipped now for the wait that lay before her, because she knew that one of Godâs favorite children was praying.
It was after lunch before the phone finally rang. Sylvia snatched it up. Her hand trembled as she tried to punch the âonâ button. âHello?â
âMrs. Bryan, this is Dr. Phillipsâ office.â The woman spoke in a flat monotone. âDr. Phillips would like to speak to you. Could you hold a moment, please?â
âOf course.â She held her breath as her doctor came to the phone.
âSylvia, hi.â His voice was low, serious.
She swallowed. âHi, Al. Any news?â
He sighed. âIâm afraid the mass in your breast is malignant.â
It was as if she sat in an echo chamber, and that word reverberated around her. Malignant. Malignant. Malignant .
She tried to center her thoughts back on his words. Something about getting her an appointment with the surgeon, about possible mastectomy, about radiation and chemotherapy, but none of it registered. The word still rolled around in her head trying to plant itself. Malignant. Malignant. Malignant .
âSylvia, are you listening?â
She cleared her throat. âYes. Whatâs my next step?â
He seemed to understand that she hadnât heard a word heâd said. âIâm making you an appointment with Dr. Jefferson. You remember Sam, donât you?â
âYes, I remember him.â
âHe specializes in breast cancer surgery, Sylvia. Heâs the best in town. Iâm going to try to get you in for tomorrow. As soon as I tell them who you are, that youâre Harry Bryanâs wife, Iâm sure theyâll get you right in.â
âYes. Thank you.â
âSylvia, I recommend that you go to the bookstore and get some books on this, try to understand what your different options might be so that when Sam recommends them youâll understand. And remember that breast cancer is usually pretty slow-growing, so you have time. You donât have to make a decision in the next few hours. You have time to get Harry home and to talk things over with him and get some second and third opinions.â
The thought of telling Harry snagged her mind. He would have questions. Heâd want details. What would he want to know? âAl, can you tell how bad it is?â
âI can tell you that the tumor looks to be about three centimeters. Thatâs larger than I would have liked. It has poorly defined margins, which is also not a very good sign. Iâll know a lot more when we get a pathology report on the tumor itself after itâs removed, and Sam will probably want to take some lymph nodes.â He paused. âSylvia, are you all right?â
She ran her fingers through her hair, trying again to focus. âYes,â she said, âIâm fine. Thank you for calling, Al.â
âNo problem. Sylvia, Iâll call Harry if you want me to. I can explain things to him.â
âNo, thatâs all right. Iâll do it. I just donât want him to rush home. His work there is so important.â
âSylvia, he needs to come home. How much surgery you have is up to you and the doctor, but I wouldnât go through this alone. Harry wouldnât want you to. Tell him everything, Sylvia. Donât hold it back.â
Her eyes stung with tears by the time she got off the phone, and she sat there staring into the air. Moments ticked by, and she didnât move.
The phone rang again, startling her.
âHello?â It didnât even sound like her voice.
âSylvia, itâs Al again. I just wanted to let you know that Dr.