and it landed on the bed.
Ruth grabbed the key stunned that heâd done as sheâd asked. With trembling fingers, she unlocked the cuff. God that had been close. Jack had been about to devour her. A shred of her, somewhere in the back of her mind, tried to register disappointment. She ignored it. Instead, she swung her legs over the side of the bed and stood rubbing her sore wrist.
âThis afternoon, Iâll take you around the perimeter of the whole base to give you an idea of how bad it has got out there. Promise me, you wonât try and escape until you do that. I donât want to find you torn apart. Dammit, Ruth, if you become one of them, a braindead, it would be a travesty. We need you here. I need you.â There was real longing in his voice.
There was something about his vulnerability that moved her. It couldnât be easy keeping everything going, having the responsibility of so many lives. She knew what it felt like lying awake at night worrying about patients. âYouâre forcing me to promise under duress.â
âI wonât have sex with you. Is that what you want to hear?â
âYou can barely keep your hands off me.â
âDo we have a deal?â
âYou wonât cuff me to the bed again?â
âYouâre past the point when you can turn. You donât try and escape, I wonât cuff you to the bed.â
âFine.â It was an uneasy truce but one she would have to live with. Until she found a way off the base.
âI need to shave. Have to do the braindead cull this morning. Youâd be amazed how many build up against the fences overnight. Itâs going to be a tough day. Weâre rescuing the zoo animals today. The smell of them, the live flesh, will drive the braindeads wild.â
âIâm sensing an analogy here.â
âFunny, Ruth.â Jack didnât smile. âIâll be back at four.â
âJack?â
âYes?â
âI donât want to sleep in your bed.â
Jack strode towards her and took her by the shoulders. Up close he smelled deliciously male. She could feel her nipples tightening under her T-shirt. It was impossible to ignore how handsome he was, but that didnât make her like him. He wanted pussy. She was the owner of it. It was that simple.
âYou want one of the other men to claim you? If youâre mine no one will dare touch you.â
Her hands butted up against his chest to stop him getting any closer. âI really want to hurt you right now,â she said, digging her fingernails into his chest.
âYou want to play tough woman, Iâll play tonight.â A gleam of excitement came into his eyes. âYou can lash out at me as much as you like, provided I get to tame you.â
Any attention was better than no attention. God she hated him right now. âThatâs not what I meant and you know it.â
âSounded good though.â His hands moved from her shoulders to cup her bottom and he pressed her into his pelvis. âThese men are on high alert. That makes them dangerous. Iâm not saying my men are rapists, but they are living on the edge. Most I know well and can vouch for but some local men came to the base who I donât know well.â
âI got that.â She tried to move her hips back from his.
His mouth curved down and the green of his eyes deepened. âMy men have lost a lot. Their wives, their children. Damn it, Ruth, their whole families. I need you to trust me, stay close to me. Do what I say.â
âYouâd like that, wouldnât you? Me, playing the perfect biddable woman.â
âYeah, I would.â His gaze lingered on her lips. âIâd like that a lot.â
Alarm bells rang at his intensity. âThereâs just one problem. You chose the wrong woman. My mother was a major feminist in her time, a brilliant doctor. I wasnât raised to be subordinate to men. Let me go. I