Free Agony by Yolanda Olson

smooth, and thick.
    I began to run my hands slowly up and down it as he leaned his head back and closed his eyes. I leaned my body forward and kissed his neck causing his body to start quivering.
    I tightened my grip on his now throbbing member and began to move my hand a little faster. Arsen moaned and I felt myself starting to pool in my dark blue, lace boy shorts.
    I took my hand out of his underwear and reached for the sides, pulling them down and off of them. I let them fall to the carpet next to the bed as he watched me with labored breaths.
    “You’re so beautiful, baby doll,” he whispered.
    I smiled at him as he ran a hand down the side of my face.
    I moved my hand away and ran it up the length of his body, allowing a teasing sensation to ripple through him.
    “Oh God, Neve,” he moaned.
    I lowered my hands back down and began to rub him again, but he pushed my hands away.
    “You have to stop or I’m going to blow right now,” he said with a soft laugh.
    I looked up at him and grinned.
    “I’m an old pro by association,” I replied making a face.
    Arsen laughed and stood up. I was sitting on the bed, almost eye level with his spit covered desire. When I reached for it again, he moved my hand away.
    He looked at me for a moment and took a deep, steadying breath before he got back onto his bed and laid down next to me. He pushed my legs open and started to rub me over my panties.  I could feel the small pool becoming larger as he ran my fingers over my labia. I leaned my head back against the board and moaned softly when he moved my fingers up to my clit and began to circle it slowly with his finger.
    I squeezed my one of my breasts as he continued to fondle me.
    “How does that feel, Neve?” he asked.
    “Am...a...zing,” I stammered.
    “I’m going to stop now. Take off your bra and your panties. Lay flat on your back and keep your legs open,” he instructed.
    With trembling hands, I again did as he said. There were only two options left. Either he was going to use his mouth on my wet sex or he was going to put his dick inside of me.
    Arsen moved on the bed and looked at me before he moved his face down and began to suck on my nipples. First one, then the other, while he gently used his teeth to nibble them in between suckling.
    I closed my eyes and moaned loudly. It was an amazing feeling and I loved every nibble, every suck.
    I felt him position himself on the bed and move himself so that he would be between my open legs. I felt the head of his dick as he rubbed it gently against my wet pussy lips. He leaned up and kissed me while he teased me.
    “Last chance to back out,” he whispered into my ear.
    I opened my eyes for a moment and ran my hands through is hair as he continued to tease me.
    I want this so bad right now.
    But before I could tell him that, I caught of flash of his latest movie go through my mind. Even if I had never seen his “work, all I could see was him on top of some blonde girl, ramming her like no tomorrow.
    “No. I... I can’t do this. Please get off of me,” I whispered.
    He didn’t hesitate. He pulled his naked body off of mine and sat on the bed next to me. I turned my back to him and wiped tears away from my eyes.
    I couldn’t believe that, despite my feelings for him, I almost gave a porn actor my virginity. It wasn’t right. He had more than enough pussy to fuck on a daily basis.
    He took a deep breath and let it out slowly.
    “Is it because, you know?” he asked quietly.
    I sniffled and nodded.
    “I’m sorry that I never told you. I just ... I’m not ashamed of what I do, Neve. I want you to know that. But I also want you to know that I didn’t tell you because of your reaction to the industry when I first asked you what you did at Devil’s Den. God, I felt like I got struck by  a lightning bolt when I saw you sleeping in New York and I never felt that before. I knew you were special and I...kind of fell for you right then and there. I didn’t want you