be stronger than the tissue they replace,â she noted.
âOther times, you have to cut out the scar tissue or it limits your ability to function.â
âIs that why youâre prepared to think the worst of her?â Sam probed.
âWeâll see come Christmas, wonât we?â
Theyâd finished their coffee. And, apparently, their conversation.
âWe should do this more often,â Mark said.
âWith healthier food.â
âAgreed.â
Sam cleared away the chocolate wrappers and washedher hands. It was hard to leave this place, warm despite its starkness, and this man who filled up a room with a subtle sense of power.
And yet, she reflected a few minutes later as she headed toward her house a block away, although Mark seemed contented, he didnât strike her as happy.
She had no idea what anyone could do about that. Oddly, though, she felt an urge to try.
Chapter Six
On Monday morning, between performing several C-sections Mark pondered Samanthaâs questions. âDo you want children? Why havenât you ever married?â
As a rule, he enjoyed his life. Got a jolt of adrenaline from planning the new fertility clinic. Relished bringing babies into the world and helping women lead healthier, fuller lives. And prized going home to a peaceful environment, without the drama, tears and temperaments heâd grown up with.
Today, though, he couldnât escape the image of all that empty space in his cupboards and cabinets. How did it feel to watch a woman arranging her colorful vases and bowls in there? To come home and cook dinner together, and talk over the events of the day? And, watching a new fatherâs face light up as he held his son for the first time, Mark wondered what it was like not simply to appreciate the miracle of birth, but to know you were going to spend the rest of your life caring for that child.
Well, he planned to spend the rest of his life doing what he loved: using the talents and skills heâd been blessed with both as a doctor and as an administrator to make miracles happen.
When he reached his office, Mark listened to his voicemail. One call had to be returned immediately. It was to Candy Alarcon.
âIâm sorry to hear you had a rough weekend,â he told the young patient when he reached her. âIf you felt it was an emergency, you should have called my service. They can reach me 24/7.â
She heaved a long sigh. âEverything seems like an emergency these days, Dr. Rayburn. All these babies. Even with the volunteers, I feel overwhelmed, and nowâ¦â The sigh gave way to a sob.
Her message had mentioned postpartum depression, a matter that Mark took very seriously. While many young moms experienced brief episodes of sadness as they adjusted to their new role, serious cases of depression could interfere with the vital mother-child bond, or even stir suicidal thoughts.
If necessary, heâd prescribe medication, therapy or a combination of both. First, though, he needed to listen carefully to the patient.
âCan you come to my office in the medical building this afternoon?â Mark asked. âIâll clear time for you.â
âHow about right after lunch?â
He checked his schedule. âAt one, Dr. Forrest and I are holding a press conference. Will four oâclock work?â
âIâm not sure. If my boyfriendâ¦â In the background, a door slammed. âJon just came home. I told him something I shouldnât have and now heâs kind of upset. Can I call you back?â
âSure. If you canât reach me, Lori will make an appointment. Iâll let her know the situation.â
âThanks, Doc.â The phone clicked off.
After a quick call to his nurse, Mark plunged into reading reports, advisories and updates about hospital affairs. He was immersed in the proposal for installingthe basement lab when he got a call from Chandra in