work?â
âNot bad. Howâs Dad?â
âVery good.â
âThis is delicious.â
âYou can come again!â
âThanks, Mum.â
âYou saw Lydia recently?â
âYes â and Caroline overheard some village gossip about Longbridge going up for sale.â
âLongbridge?â Audrey laughed. âHow absurd.â
âI thought it would tickle you.â Xander laughed with her. âBut you know what Noraâs like â if thereâs no real gossip, sheâll invent some.â
âIâm visiting Lydia later this week â Iâll ask her. Mind you, a rumour without a leg to stand on still gets around somehow.â
âI can imagine her response,â said Xander. It was not unknown for Lydia to hiss the word â
peasants
â.
âI thought Iâd take a stew. I donât like the thought of Mrs Biggins lifting heavy pots â despite the size of her we have to remember sheâs nearly as ancient as Lydia and not nearly as strong as her mass would suggest.â
âYouâll say itâs leftovers.â
âYes â and Lydia will laugh and be very rude to me but sheâll eat it all up and never let me know if she liked it.â She looked at her son thoughtfully. âWill you take some soup home with you?â
âItâs delicious â but Iâm out most evenings this week.â
She looked at him again. âOh, yes?â
âClients.â
âClients â oh, yes?â
âNo one you know,â he said and they laughed at his pat answer.
âOne day youâll surprise me,â Audrey said. âOne day youâll come over and say, Mum! Meet Amanda!â
âWho the hell is Amanda?â
âAmanda is simply generic, Xander. You know what I mean.â
âMother â will you please just leave it?â He was serious. Why was everyone so concerned with marrying him off? âI should have married Verity Fortescue when she proposed to me when I was seven years old.â
âI had a letter from her last week. Which reminds me â did I post my reply?â Audrey tailed off to rummage through a pile of paper on the dresser and found the postcard sheâd written Verity. âBlast.â
âIâll post it â and yes, Iâll put a stamp on it for you!â Xander said wearily, but in jest. He noted the postcard depicted an illustration from an old Enid Blyton book. He skimmed over his motherâs blowsy handwriting, not dissimilar from Verityâs.
âWhen did I last see Verity?â Xander said quietly.
âShe didnât come at Christmas.â
âShe doesnât âdoâ Christmas any more,â Xander said.
He and Audrey shared a wistful moment, quietly recalling those long halcyon days of his childhood when he and Verity were together from sun up to sun down. Playing and laughing and climbing and swimming and imagining a time when theyâd be grown-ups and Longbridge would be theirs and theyâd paint everywhere purple and green and pink and blue and thereâd be lollipop trees in the garden and the hens would lay chocolate eggs and thereâd be cows in the meadows whoâd give them strawberry milkshakes.
Xander dreamt of Verity that night. They were in the clock tower above the stable courtyard at Longbridge only it wasnât Longbridge, not that it mattered. In the dream, he was young again â he could see himself with his ridiculous pudding-bowl haircut and his knock knees and some dreadful knitted sleeveless pullover his gran had made for him. He could taste the musty air that squeezed through the gaps in the tower as skeins dancing with dust. The silken waft of Verityâs strawberry-blonde hair as refined as his tank top was coarse. Their laughter peeling out like the long-gone bell in the tower. The day speeding away and yet time, up there, standing still. But it was
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