âYouâve got an innocent face just like Susan Kane did. What is it about some women that they look too vulnerable to make the grade?â
Ellen grinned. âI might look that way, but life goes on. All humans are vulnerable, not just certain women. I choose to remain open and not closed up. Itâs a choice.â
With a groan, Cochrane stood up. âI reckon Iâm not in a philosophical frame of mind.â He gave her a quick smile. âCome on, weâve got work to do. Best to leave unexploded land mines alone, I always say.â There was still a lingering darkness in Ellenâs glorious green eyes, and he wanted to discover why. His sixth sense told him getting too personal was a dangerous thing right now.
Feeling an unexpected warmth in her chest, Ellen decided that being with this JAG officer lifted her spirits. His soft Southern accent, those gray eyes that could turn from a warm look of concern to that of an eagle ready to swoop on a quarry, amazed her. âYou mean, work on Susanâs case?â
âYes. Now thereâs an enigma. What do you think about Susan Kane?â he asked.
âYou want my professional opinion?â Ellen rose and picked up her knapsack and briefcase.
âYeah. Iâm bugged by the fact she chose to die in her dress white uniform. If she committed suicide, I think itâs some kind of symbolic last gesture, but darned if I know what it means.â
Ellen followed him out the door. âWhite is seen as a sign of purity and innocence,â she suggested, lengthening her stride to keep up with him.
âWhen the fleet sails into San Diego, Iâll just bet the city fathers donât view all those horny sailors, dressed in their white liberty uniforms, as symbols of purity and innocence,â Jim drawled, stopping at the desk to pick up the keys for their assigned car.
Laughing, Ellen said, âThere are many ways to look at the color white, Mr. Cochrane. Susan could have chosen any set of clothes to die in, if it was suicide. Why dress whites, then? Why not her nightgown, or her favorite pair of sweats?â
âCome on, letâs mosey over to our office pool car. Weâve got places to go.â
As Cochrane put the car into gear and headed out into traffic, he glanced over at Ellen. âWhat else have you got up your therapistâs sleeve about Kane?â
âIâm ignoring your sailor analogy, Mr. Cochrane,â Ellen said, chuckling.
âI thought it was a pretty good remark.â
She grinned. âSo did I.â Taking a deep breath, she got serious. âMaybe Susan really loved the Navy and put on her dress whites as a way to honor her career?â
âIf her death was a suicide, usually itâs done over a career screwup or some personal emotional disappointment,â Cochrane conjectured. âI canât see her wearing her dress whites if that was the case. Sheâd be deeply shamed.â
Ellen considered the possibilities. âWhere are we going, anyway?â
âBack to Kaneâs condo.â
âUgh.â She automatically pressed her hand against her abdomen.
âYouâre going pale on me,â he warned.
âMy stomachâs rolling.â
âThe bodyâs gone,â he reassured her in a low voice.âAll weâre going to do is snoop, see if anything else catches our interest. The police crime scene team is done with their work. I want to get in before the moving van arrives to cart off her things.â
Ellen gulped unsteadily. âIâm glad Susan wonât be there. Iâve been so upset by seeing her in that bed. I had awful dreams last night.â Ellen touched the skin beneath her eyes. âI know I have circles here.â
Driving in bright California sunshine made Cochrane squint. He pulled on a pair of aviator sunglasses. âIâm not surprised. The first time I saw a dead body at a scene, I ran for the bathroom