I
f you ask me, the hardest part about playing high school soccer is
not
playing high school soccer.
Honestly, if I had a choice, Iâd never leave the soccer field. Iâd roll out a sleeping bag and snooze right on the grass. If it rained, Iâd move the bag under the bleachers.
But thatâs the thing: I
donât
have a choice. Everyone else chooses for me. The state athletic association. My teachers. Coach Berg. Even my awesome parents and supersweet teammates. Ever since last year, when Mr. Lenders caught me juggling a ball while I was supposed to be in class so many times that he suspended me for a whole school week, everyone has kept a really close eye on me.
âYou been going to all your classes, Williams?â Coach Berg will say. (Thatâs meâWilliams. Addie Williams.)
âNeed help studying for your Algebra II test, Addie?â a teammate will ask.
âRemember, Addie,â my parents like to remind me, âyouâre a student first, an athlete second.â
Theyâre all worried that Iâm going to get suspended a second timeâbut they shouldnât be. Because of the suspension, I missed two games last year, and thereâs no way Iâm ever letting that happen again.
Still, itâs not easy sitting in a desk when I could be galloping across the soccer fieldâespecially on days like today.
Game days.
Today is Fraser Highâs fourth game of the season, which means Iâve spent the entire school day waiting for the final bell to ring. When it does, I practically leap out from my desk and bolt for the hallway. As I weave through the crowd, I imagine itâs filled with my opponents. I pretend thereâs a ball at my feet as I sidestep a sophomore and juke out a junior. The kids moving in the same direction as me are my teammates, and I guide the invisible ball toward one of them as I open the door to the locker room. Soon Iâll be in my uniform and headed for the field.
Except when I open my locker, I find a note on top of my uniform shorts:
Dear Addie,
You suck at soccer and life. Do us all a favor and quit.
Sincerely,
Coach Berg
I
would feel more freaked about the letter if it were actually from Coach Berg.
But it obviously isnât.
For one thing, itâs written in pink ink. The letters are loopy. Thereâs no way Coach Bergâs handwriting looks like this.
Besides, I already know who wrote the letter. Itâs the same girl who wrote me dozens of letters last springâthe same girl who used to call me her best friend.
Eva Riley.
Clearly, she
wants
me to know she sent the letter. If she didnât, she would have disguised her handwriting or used a different pen.
She may have signed
Coach Berg
, but she knew Iâd figure it out. Because over the last few weeks, itâs become clear that sheâs no longer wants to be my best friend.
She wants to be my archenemy.
T
he first note I ever got from Eva was during the last day of my suspension. It just so happened to be the last game of the season. Thatâs rightâI got suspended during the
playoffs
. Iâd been cutting class all spring. But Mr. Lenders, hall monitor extraordinaire, didnât do anything about it until I was preparing to play the most important games of my career.
While my team was losing on a neutral field, I was standing on our home field, passing the ball back and forth with Belle.
Belle, by the way, is my dog. Sheâs a Brittany spaniel, and sheâs way better than your average dog. Remember Air Bud, the sports star-slash-retriever? Belleâs like a real-life version of him. Whenever I kick the ball to her, she kicks it right back to me.
Okay,
kicks
might be a stretch. More like
nudges
. She pushes the ball forward, inch by inch, with her nose. Pretty impressive, I think, for a dog.
Still, it takes forever for Belle to return my pass, and my mind tends to wander. As I watched her nudging the ball that day, I
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