Free Playing With Fire (Guarded Hearts) by Alexis Noelle

I felt out of place. He leaned close to my ear. "Do you want a drink?"
    "No, I think I've had enough firsts tonight."
    "You've never had a drink?" I shook my head. "Well, that will be a first I'll definitely enjoy giving you."
    Just then , a slower song came on which, I was guessing, didn't happen a lot. Most people started to leave the dance floor so only the couples were left. He grabbed my hand and led me onto the dance floor. I recognized the song as Pink's "Just a Reason." He put my arms around his neck and started swaying me back and forth. I could handle this. As I was listening to the song, I realized how much the chorus related to me. She was talking about being broken, but being able to pick up the pieces and start again. That was exactly what I wanted to do with Carter.
    He leaned down to kiss me and we stopped moving. We stood there , in the middle of the dance floor, just kissing each other until the song ended.
    The DJ came on and announced that was the last slow song of the night and the dance party was starting. It immediately changed into a fast song. I had no idea what to do so I started watching the people around me. They were all grinding with each other. Would Carter want to do that with me?
    I looked up at him and he brought his mouth down to my ear. "I completely understand if you are not up for that. We could always go sit down somewhere."
    "No. I'm done letting what happened to me in the past affect my present. I don't want my past to affect us. I don't really know what to do, though, so you'll have to be patient with me."
    "Okay, baby, come here then." He pulled me against him so I was standing with my back to him. He put his hands on my hips and slowly started to move side to side. This was actually really nice. Where was I supposed to put my hands? I felt so out of place here.
    I rested my hands on Carter's and I felt him start to get hard behind me. He stiffened and I knew he was unsure of how I was going to react. I had to show him that this was okay.
    I leaned my body back into him and tuned my head to the side to see him. I smiled at him while wrapping my arms around his neck. He leaned down and kissed me, but it wasn't sweet like before. I could feel his desperation and need in this kiss. I started moving my hips in little circles against him and he groaned in my ear.
    "Maddy, I don't know if that's such a good idea."
    I was watching the girls around me and started taking ideas from them. I decided to try something that I'd just seen another girl do. I leaned forward, putting my hands on my knees and pushing my ass into Carter's bulge. I started moving it in little circles. I could tell he liked it from the way he gripped my hips tighter.
     
     
    Carter
     
    She was driving me crazy! At first I could tell she needed me to guide her but after she wrapped her hands around my neck, she seemed to take over from there. When she bent over, I was a goner.
    This felt so damn good and, after consistently getting worked up these past couple days with no relief, it wasn't going to take me long to get there. We couldn't do this in the middle of the club though, could we?
    I pulled her up so I could whisper in her ear. "Maddy, baby, this feels so good. But unless you want me to come right on this dance floor, I think we need to take a break."
    She laughed at me and then resumed grinding her sexy ass against my throbbing dick. This can't really be happening, can it? She reached around my neck again and started to play with my hair. Then, she started to kiss up and down my neck. "Baby, listen-"
    "Carter, it's okay. I know you need this and it's kind of exciting." She kissed me and when she took my bottom lip in between her teeth and pulled, I lost it.
    I knew I was close. Between her rubbing up against me and how forward she was being, it would be any minute. She did the thing where she bent over again and I couldn't hold back anymore.
    "Fuck, Maddy!" I couldn't believe I just did that. I feel like a fucking