saw the printed numbers. Heâd never held one bill of this size, let aloneâhe rifled through themâfour, five, six, seâno, that was a folded piece of paper.
Did he have it, then? Heâd been sure that whatever itwas had been left under Dennisâs stairs. He started to unfold it.
His hands shook.
That stopped him. He sat for a while staring at the folded sheet. The letters might as well be Chineseâupside down, backward, bleeding through the cheap paper. What could it be? A letter? Orders? Worth the lives of six menâSleepers? Intended victims? Maybe also the life of one boy, if he made the right bargain.
In which case he should read it.
Or he shouldnât.
He already knew more about the Sleepers than most people, growing up at Murrayâs. But what he knew was put together from shreds that wouldnât seem like evidence to anyone else. Shreds were safe. Shreds could be denied. Thisâ
He folded the bills around the paper, stuffed the roll into his pocket. Think about this. He already knew one thing he couldnât forget. Maybe heâd better keep it that way.
The paper made him think of Margaret. After his motherâs death sheâd taken him on, watched over him in her way. It used to embarrass Phin, being singled out by her with men like Plume watching. Sheâd known that. Itamused her. Sheâs no fool, his mother used to say, and now he wondered: had her attention saved his life? Was that why Plume hadnât shot him?
Saved him only to doom him twenty minutes later.
Plume spoke abruptly; Phin adjusted his ears to catch him mid-sentence: ââunnerstand is killinâ.â
His voice was slurred and struggling; a man at the head-on-table stage, driven to tell all he knew before oblivion took hold. âAll through the strikeââdonâ do nothinâ, no violence,â they said. Anâ we held our fire. Anâ what happened? They broke the union, anâ now weâveâ¦gotâ¦nothinâ.â
Phin touched the money in his pocket. Not exactly. But many did have nothing. All summer families had scoured the woods for mushrooms and berries, leaving the land bare and beaten seeming. After that, the sound of the breaker had meant defeat, but also life.
âYouâre working again,â Fraser said.
âTwenty-six percent pay cut! Anâ theyâre closinâ shafts. Everyâevery job they cutâ¦bâlongs to an Irish. Tell me thatâs right. Tell a kid he canât eat tonight âcause Pop came fromâ¦from Ireland. He donât care! Heâs a kid; heâs here. Wants to eat. So what are you going to do? Let it keep on like that?â
âNo,â Fraser said after a bit. âGot to fight, I guess. But who? Itâs not just one manâitâs a kingdom.â
âMachine,â Plume said. âPut in an Irishman, turn the crank. Out drops a dollar. So whoâwho dâyou fight? You fightâeverybody. Fight the wholeâwhole place. Startinââ¦withâ¦that kid.â
âHeâs just a kid,â Fraser said. âHeâs here.â
Phinâs heart skipped in his throat. He drew his legs under him, ready to dive out the doorâ
âWants to eat,â Fraser went on, and Phin realized he was quoting Plumeâs words back to him, pulling the catâs tail again. Next would come the quarrel, then the soothing.
But there was no response. After a while Fraser said, âSweet dreams, pal! And now what?â
There was a restless note in his voice. The stallion got up with a thump and scrape. âNay then,â Fraser said. âLetâs think a bit.â
Phin leaned back in his corner. He felt more uneasy with Plume unconscious than he had with both enemies wide awake. Plume and Fraser had canceled each other out. Now there was only Fraserâwhoever he was. Whatever he wanted.
Get off now, the train seemed to say. Get
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