that she had caught him staring at her. Â âDo I have something on my face?â
âNo. Â Sorry.â
âYou were looking at me as if I were an alien.â
âArenât you?â David asked. Â
She wrinkled her brow. Â âHuh?â
David snickered and then she smiled. Â âOh, you teaser,â she said. Â âCome on, try to eat some more.â
âIâm really not hungry, mom.â Â He pushed the plate forward and sat back in the chair. Â âIâve got a little homework to do.â
âDavid.â
âWhat.â
Diane thought about her words before she said them. Â âI know this is difficult for you. Â Itâs difficult for me, too.â
âWhat is?â
âMoving. Â The new apartment. Â The divorce.â
âOh. Â That. Â Yeah, I guess.â
âYour father and I couldnât stay together, David. Â We were unhappy. Â Neither of us believed that we should remain unhappy just for the sake of keeping up appearances. Â You understand that, donât you?â
âWeâve been through this before, mom.â
âI know, but you seem very down lately. Â Especially tonight.â
âMaybe itâs just the move. Â Iâll get used to it.â
She nodded and picked up her glass of wine. Â More and more she had found solace in wine after the sun had set. Â It eased the anxiety and numbed the pain better than anything else she had tried. Â Diane had tried anti-depressants a while back, when she and Greg had first begun having problems, but she didnât like the side effects. Â She completely stopped going to the psychiatrist. Â
Besides, there was nothing wrong with her mind, she told herself. Â It was a chemical imbalance. Â That was it.
David got up from the table and left the room without saying another word. Â Diane was concerned about him. Â Perhaps the failure of the marriage had done more damage to him than she and Greg had anticipated. Â Another possibility was that Greg was feeding Davidâs mind with more negativity, which he had been prone to do in the past.
Diane stood and went to the phone by the sofa. Â She dialed the number she knew by heart and waited until he answered.
âHello?â
âGreg?â
âOh, hi Diane.â
âWhat are you doing?â
âJust finishing dinner. Â You?â
âUs too.â
âHowâs the new place? Â Settled yet?â
âNot really. Â But itâll be all right. Â Once we get used to the lack of space.â Â She hadnât intended for sarcasm to creep into her voice, but it had.
She heard him sigh. Â âDiane, did you call just to lay a guilt trip on me?â
âNo. Â Have you been saying anything to David? Â I mean, about the divorce, or anything?â
âI donât know what you mean.â
âWell, heâs acting pretty strangely. Â He didnât eat his spaghetti tonight and you know how much he likes spaghetti.â
âJesus, Diane, maybe heâs just not hungry.â
âThatâs what he said. Â But he always eats his spaghetti.â
âWell, did you ask him about it?â
âYes. Â He said he wasnât hungry.â
âWell, there you have it. Â He wasnât hungry.â
âI think heâs depressed about the move. Â And about the divorce.â Â
âWell, that makes two of us,â Greg said. Â âOr does that make three of us?â
âHey, it wasnât my idea,â she said.
âIâm hanging up, Diane.â
âWait. Â I didnât mean to start a fight.â
âIt seems like thatâs the only thing that happens when we talk. Â You called me , remember?â
She shook her head in frustration. Â It was impossible to talk to the man. Â
âLook, I just wanted to know if you had